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Corporate Governance exam is in 2 more days! and i havent finish tabbing my notes, reading everything and doing the online tutorial! Argghhhh!!!

i am stress because im not stress for this exam!!! i dont know why but ive really slacked alot whilst studying for this paper... NO, im not confident about it.. (i wish) but yea... lottas of stuff in this unit was done before when i did Corp Law in uni... and well, i like law so should be ok lah...

just hope to do well for this unit that i like out of all the units...

Was talking to my bro a couple of days ago, and he told me that... HE'S GETTING MARRIED!!! hahahaha!!! Will be waiting for daddy to come back from Cambodia, and they will all have to go to shuyi's family to ask for her hand of marriage...!!! how exciting??!?!!?!? And i get to be the bridesmaid!!!! hahaha!!! while talking to my bro, bro said that i was more excited than him!!!!

Haiyo... of cos i will be lah! i love my brother so much... we really have been thru alot... and im just so thankful for him.. we had our past, but what is the point in looking back at the scarred past??? So i told myself ever since i came to australia to look at the present... and thank God for bringing our family's relationship closer...

Me and my handsome cuz Charles are going to be the bridesmaid/bestman... so i will have to go back to singapore next yr when they get married... Will have to go back sept this yr also... for their engagement.... so yea!!! hahahaha!!! looking forward to it so much!!!

My mummy... mummy is finally taking her health seriously... and going to the gym every day for at least 1/2hr... for those that have seen my mum... my mum is the most slumber person u can ever find!!! She works in the morning, comes back afternoon and watches her hk DVD and sleeps till she wants to eat dinner...

worst thing is, she's addicted to pills... even though she's not sick, she will take all the pills for something la... her bag is always filled with different pills... sleeping pills, headache/leg/whatever pills... and now after she realise that people around her are all falling sick...

and also really want to thank my dearest aunt who told my mummy str8 in her face that she was overweight... mummy has finally decided to go to the gym...!!! and i nearly cried at work when she told me that over the phone..

All these yrs that i was here in perth, every time i go back and visit her, she will be herself... slumber and doing nothing about her life... i nearly cried when i told her once "mummy... pls dont waste your life away.. i want to see you there for my kids..." and i guess she knows lah... she knows how to appreciate more ever since me and daddy are always overseas...

and i love my mummy so much... although she has never ever taken care of me when i was little, never did anything as a mother (thats what she said), but i love her so much... and really, God has just blessed me and my mummy's relationship so much..

i remembered praying for reconciliation with my mummy when i first came to church... back in singapore, i barely talk to my mum... if i do, we will end up arguing and she will cane me, do everything... and i hated her when i was younger... i hated why my daddy have to marry her...

but now, i really dont knw what to do without her... although me and mummy have never been out to a shopping centre together before (im serious!), she never bought me clothes or any girl's stuff when i was younger going thru puberty, but i love her so much...

2yrs ago when i was back in singapore... i was supposed to fetch my bro to skol cos dad was overseas... and it was raining so heavily...

she jumped into the car, and both me and my brother still scold her say "aiyo... u go back inside the house and sleep la!!! why u come along??"

and when i dropped my bro at skol, she said "u know why i came along with u? raining so heavily... i dont want anyting to happen to u and kel. if anything happens, what will i do?"

last august when i had kidney stone, i told mummy i was coming back to sin... and she asked why... and i said im really in great pain... went to see doc, and found the 2 little stones tt made me lost 10kg...

before my checkup, mummy told daddy... "i dont want anything to happen to her.. if anything happens to her, i rather it happen to me 1st, dont let my daughter suffer" that is a mother's love...

i love u so much mummy.. i really do. and im going to do you and daddy and korkor proud by being successful in my career, getting my CPA and CFA, and being obedient to you.