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hippie!!! i finally found a job!!! hahaha... a PERMANENT one that is...

was working in EKS, this medium size tax company lah.. as a temporary receptionist for 1mth only... 2 days before i was due to quit, the Financial Planner came and asked me if i was interested in a job in the firm...

without a pause, i said YES! hahaha... so desperate for a job mahs... then i went for lunch, so excited that i cant really eat anything... Called my daddy in Cambodia and my mummy in singapore to break the good news... and yeah, everyone was really happy lah...

then later, when i went back to office, i received 2 other calls... 1 from an engineering firm, the other one was some what a firm with 8000strong employees. Asking me if i wanted a job there in their firms... i didnt know what to say.. so i told them will reply them the next day or something...

just want to testify how great God is... seriously... i sent out almost 300resumes since i graduated. Only got back, about... 6-7resumes...??? but i got this job thru Lin in church... and like... i know i was feeling frustrated to a point of not finding a job and everything... feeling very dejected. But God really blessed me with a job in the end...

Although financial planning is not my field, but im thankful that i've got this job. Its something that i didnt expect it myself as well!! hahaha... but alls good!!! I've got a good boss, who's really patient and sat there teaching me almost everythin that he knows, giving me lottas research materials for me to study and everything... And the people in the firm are quite alright... hehee... im starting to love this job already!!! which i believe is a GOOD thing!!! hehehee!!!

yeahh... thats all for updates!!! hhee... whoooooo, daddy coming in... 4hrs time!!!!!!! hehee!!!!

IM OFFICIALLY 21!!! hahahaha!!! lottas responsibility to come i know.. but yeah...!!! im enjoying it!!! hahaha

I really enjoyed my 21st birthday... except for the flu and asthma that is bugging me on my bday itself that i had to see a doctor.... *sigh*

My darling celebrated my bday for me 1 day in advanced. We went to C restaurant, which is the rotating restaurant in Perth!!! whoo.. the view is AMAZING!!! the place is good, the food is good!!! and the ambience was just... wwwhhhhooooooooooooooooooooooaaaarrrhhh!!! Darlin didnt want to tell me we were going there... brought me round and round and didnt even want to park at the car-park of C restaurant!!! Made me walked till i nearly died... hahaha..!!!!

Then he surprised me with 21 stalks of HUGE lilies, a super yummilious ice-cream cake, and a MNG bag...!!! not forgetting the Guess watch that he gave me money to buy when i was in singapore!! hahaha.. think this time he really spent lots on me hey... thanks dearie... i really REALLY appreciate it... *hugs*

On Saturday, my aunties had a steamboat party for me...!!! both my aunties came, jes, alvin and saemi came along too!!! hahaha.. we ate till we nearly burst... Followed by a game of Mahjong... man... sounds so Chinese New Yr -ish right? hahaha... but it was great fun hey!!! just a normal quiet celebration with my relatives and friends... called my mum also.. and bro, shuyi and mummy were singing me a bday song... *cries*

Daddy called in the afternoon too when i was in the doc... all the way from Cambodia... thanks dad!!!

Den jack and my cell group came to surprise me with a bday cake!!! mans!! i had 3 bday cake this yr!!! 1 ice cream cake from Gelato, 1 tiramisu cake from Michele's, and 1 choco cake from The Cheesecake Shop!!! we were so starved mans!!! but i really enjoyed it...!!! thanks guys!!!

Not forgetting all the well wishes from my friends, all the smses, calls, cards, handshakes and hugs in church!!! thanks guys!!!! really love u guys lottasssss and lotts and LOTS!!!!! thank you!!!!

hahahaha... loads of people have been asking me what i want for my birthday... ehh.. HOW WOULD I KNOW? Whatever u guys get for me, i will be more than happy... but still, let me be a bit*chy girl who's turning 21st soon.... and yeah... list MY BIRTHDAY WISH LIST:

1) Shoes (but i heard from my mum that chinese traditions, u are not allowed to give shoes to another person, if not the person will run away... SUPERSTITIOUS!!)
2) Bags ( i think bags are always a girl's best friend hey?)
3) Coin Pouch (HAHAHAHA!!! I LOST SO MANY ALREADY!)
4) Camera (hahahaha.. no one will buy that for me for sure!!!)
5) New Water Bottle (every time i go to work, have to go upstairs to take water cos there is no fliter downstairs.. and i take like 4 600ml botz up everytime! what a hassle! will prefer a bigger botz)
6) A proper phone pouch for my HUGE phone!!! (my cureent phone pouch is breaking apart!!)
7) Hair Treatment Packages (whippie)
8) Facial Packages (hahaha.. just listing for fun since jes was so enthu abt it... )

YEAH!!! THATS ABT IT... but im really BLESSED, bless to receive so many gifts from my friends back in singapore, my bro and my darlin alvin... A GUESS Bag, A Forever 21 Dress, A 21st Bear with a Necklace, an Adidas Jacket which i adore alot, and a GUESS watch, not forgetting... the N91 phone which my mum bought for me for my bday pressie...

And of cos... bday wishes...!!!! hahaha.. thanks guys.. really appreciate all the wishes from every single one of u guys.. that is the most impt to me by far. Thank you...

what do people do on their 21st birthday? clubbing, bbq, restaurant dinners, book hotels and everyone would stay for the night, having a BIG celebration... what else?

hai~ i dont know what i really want for my 21st birthday.. its coming soonnnn... and i totally dont know what i want! gosh, my aunty keep asking me "girl, wat u want for your bday pressie? what u want me and uncle to do for u?" I DONT KNOW!

i mean, im really happy to just be with friends and family for this day... my dad is in cambodia, mum and bro are in singapore working. im alright with it, i've been celebrating my birthday without them for the past... 5yrs? im happy to just be with my friends, my family.. and of cos alvin.. *grin*

A simple day, a simple wish.. after that day, everything will still be the same right? heehe.. just that after i turn 21, i know the days will pass SUPER DUPER FAST, and there wont be another BIG celebration for me after the 21st birthday!!!!!

This post is a dedication to my babes... my lovely lovely babes...
I just suddenly tot of writing this post, after receiving pics from my darlin rachel... yeah, my Birthday pictures at Baker's Inn, (AUGUST 2006), in Singapore.

*Scroll down to see the lovely PICS* and the other 2 pics are attached cos AILEEN and MABZ were unable to be there.. *grinz*

Thank you for all your concern when i was back in Singapore.
Thank you for being there with me thru my life...
Thank you for bringing the bond closer between us
Thank you for being who u are
Thank you for your sincerity
Thank you for the times that we shared and cried
Thank you.. thank you.

To Linda:
Dear, since secondary school.. you've been a really shy, quiet, timid girl... i've seen u grow so much... to what u am today. Pretty, intelligent, cute, and... BIT**Y!!! hahahaha... We must go out and talk more u know... dont be afraid to talk to me le... im always there for u de... Dear, i hope u will make right choices in your life k? I want u to be happy... *hugs*

To Grace:
Babe... we've really been thru lottas UPs and DOWNs together huh? *grinz* arguments... hugs, cries, kisses.. everything... u've changed so much. U are so strong now, strong in the sense of what u want in life, and how you can just let things go. I know its not easy this time round, but dear, dont look back on what u've done, always look forward. Things that u've experienced, are all for a reason de... God will plan bigger things in your life.. bigger plans, and also bigger obstacles... this little one, u can go over it de ok?
Dear, im glad that u are happy... dont worry abt your looks too much. we love u the way you are.. and your future hubby MUST love u the way u are too dear... dont worry k? *hugs*

To Aileen:
Dear, dear dear... i dont know what to say to U! We were really close back in secondary school. always buying 20 chicken wings for the rest of the lazy bums wont didnt want to get out of the classrooms.. we were always staring at people, always disturbing and frightening people. hahahaha!! i absolutely love those times my dear..
Darlin, i know lottas things are happening in your life now. U've been thru alot, i know. Dear, sometimes, we must learn to let go. I know saying it is difficult, doing it is another different thing. BUT, we have to learn. some way or another. u know, "jiu de bu qu, xin de bu lai" <-- if the old one doesnt go, how would the new one come abt? darlin, let go. Dont bring your baggages where ever with u. u are not that strong to carry all of them along the road. Throw your baggages away, do not let yourself sink my dear. that is the last thing i would want to see happen to u... *hugs*

To Rachel:
Bit**, hai~ i dont know what to say to u lah... u and me... i remember u as a cry baby in Primary school, and a real BI*CH in Secondary school... hahahaha!!! We've been thru lots hey? Every thing, we share almost everything le... i think i dont even share this much with my boyfriend hey! hahahhaa..
U know babe.. u and mabz are like my left and right hand. i know, i unknowingly neglected u guys when i have a bf. im terribly sorry abt that. Blame it on me, that i dont know how to control my time well. But dear, u are someone that i really love so much... that i think if anything happens to u, i will be the ultimate saddest... seriously. i cant do without any of u babes in my life... u guys are the only pillars besides my family that is luring me back to singapore every time.. and i enjoy every single moment that im with u dear... hehehe... u are a bit**, but i still adore u dear... *hugs*

To mabz:
Darlin... life alone in Adelaide... must be ultimate sad right? hahahaha... i know lah.. dont worry... ive been thru it man.. 5yrs running. and still going on!!! hahahaha... u arh... i dont know what to say too.. u are my longest friend i've know out of our circle.. since primary 4, u stayed over my house i remembered! *grinz* Everything has past now. i remmeber the times that all of us will be thinking what to do for our future, where we are heading and everything. Now, all of us are more or less stable in whatever we are doing hey?
U are pursuing your Engineering degree, and finishing soon.. dont worry lah dear.. all the things u've experienced now is things to mould u and to sharpen u to make u stronger. i believe in you, i believe u can do it de. Dont let little fall backs bring u down, but make them sharpen u dear...
I really love the times that we were waiting at the bus-stop... and just talking crap. I know u always have to wait for me cos i always have to put on my make-up. IM SORRY! i promise not to take so long anymore k? Babe, i really miss u lots.. u must be strong there ok? Dont worry, anything, always remember our cirlce of BIT**ES! *hugs*

PICTURES:

Rachel and Mabz Linda, Aileen, Rachel

<-- MY BIRTHDAY!!! (look at the BAG and the dress im wearing! GORGEOUS lei....?!) haha