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Im declared home-less again...

its ok, its all for my uncle, and im willing to do it..

Becos of what happened recently, made me think though lottas stuff...

issit really worth it to be rich? Being rich is not easy, and always brings about lottas risk...

What is the point of having risks just becos u want to be rich? and affecting your family, friends all becos of that?

this experience made me realise:

who are your real friends? friends that are with u all the time may suddenly abandon u when u are in trouble!!! thats what happened.
Family are there no matter what happen... u can always count on them...

O well.. its ok... i believe everything will be ok soon... 1 more week...

Coming to another note, i will be having my CPA and Finsia exam in less than a mths time!!! shit mama... i feel like dying!!!

Having some family issues now, not from my immediate family, but some issues from my extended relatives...

Pray for us, that things will smooth out soon... things will be ok soon...

Yap, in 2 days time, Miss Chee is going to turn to sweet 22... is that still a sweet age though???

O well, no biggies about this age i reckon... still pretty young hey? If im like 40++, den i will hate birthdays lahs...

My aunty, she's 45, and every thursday we have to drag the silly Green and Yellow Bins out for collection... every wed when she reminds us to empty our room's rubbish, she will say "hai, im a week older again!!!"

hahahaha!!! coming back to my birthday!!!! I shared how my biatches got me such a big and wonderful gift... i seriously never had many presents coming from singapore xcept from my bitches and my godmum...

Which im still really glad to receive any thing, even a simple card or a sms greeting to say "happy birthday!"

but of cos lahs... which person dont like gifts??? as in material gifts???

So now, time to write down my Birthday Wish LIST!!! hahahahaha!!! Maybe some one can help me fulfill some of my wishes???? *grinz*

1) CASH (will never fail to make me happy)
2) CAR ( I NEED A NEW CAR DADDY!!!!)
3) Ninetendo DS Lite Console!!! I soo want to get the Rose Pink one... super chio la!!!!
4) Clothes (Working clothes from G2000, im a size 7 for top and bottom for people who wants to buy me anything *hiak*, and Gai Gai clothes!!!!)
5) Shoes (always a girls' best friend!!! Im a size 6 i think...)
6) Bags (another girl's best friend... mine too!!!)
7) Sunnies - i seriously need a pair of decent sunnies...
8) Laptop - i can feel my current laptop dying on me anytime...

Things i'm blessed with so far for my 22nd birthday presents:
1) Ipod from my soon-to-be husband!!! heehee... the IPOD Nano Gen something 4GB one...
2) Working Suit + Skirt from my beloved bro and sis-in law!!! I so love G2000 working clothes la!!!
3) Pink bag from my biatches!!! I Love it la!!! so me man!!!
4) Anna Sui Coin Pouch from my biatches!!! My gosh, how u know i need a coin pouch terribly? i always put my coins everywhere one lahs!!! and the color and pattern, so me mans!!!
5) Black gai gai pants again my biatches!!!! So comfy man the pants!!!
6) Face mask - face shop again from my biatches!!! eh, my skin not smooth enough issit?!?!?!
7) Princess hanger again frm them... i dont know what its supposed to do though???
8) A card that spells out the love from them to me... that was THE most valuable thing from my biatches to me...

and the most important one of all...

9) My daddy's promise - this is not something that i own physically, but a sentence i will remember for my life... i was asking my daddy what is he going to give me for my bday, and den he said "girl, u know that i will always, and have always given u anything that you want... if u want anything, u know daddy will get for u, doesnt have to be your birthday even" a sentence that melted my heart.... i love my daddy...

Yeappppsssss!!! Thats all for now... have a steamboat party tml for cell group, and den on saturday, going to have dinner with alvin, and sunday going to have home cooked food from my aunty cooking all my favourite dishes!!! yummy!!!!!!

I m so loved!!!

biatches... i love you guys!!!

Thank you for the super big box of present... was so surprised when i came back from work on friday...

next to the staircase was a HUGE box from singapore... from.............................. MABELENE SIM!!!

hahahaha!!! i knew it was my beloveds who sent me gifts... alike gifts from heaven...!!!

I received:

a pink bag which is SOOO me la!!! going to carry it to work to show off!!!
an Anna Sui pouch which i love it so much!!! i just love the pattern la!!! damn chio!!!
Facial Mask from FaceShop... biatches, my skin not smooth enough issit?!?!?
Black pants to show my ass like what leen said
a princess accessory... i just found out how to assemble it!!!!

and a beautiful card made by my biatches!!! thank you my bitches... i really love it alot... the presents cost alot, but the card is the one that really made my day...

i was having a sucky day, and when i saw the card, my whole spirits just brighten up like a star... i cried and cried, cried so much when i was sms-ing you guys...

cos i could feel the love from here... thanks my biatches... i really REALLY appreciate it..

hee...

Had a company social dinner that day... everyone was with their partner, but my lousy bf didnt want to go with me... lucky lin was around to accompany me... hee...

Had fun... knew my boss's wife better... she's such a sweetie... i love her so much... she can talk so much till the cows come home... and she's so funny la... aiyo eh, if im a guy, i would surely marry her too... her character just brightens everyone up...!!!

am going to study now after blogging... am still comtemplating... should i buy the ninetendo DS lite when i go back to sg??? so cool mans the games there...!!!

i am also going to buy my gown for my brother's wedding...!!! hahaha... its super uber chio one... green full length dress... super chio la... hahahaha!!! shall start saving money again for my spending...!!!! what my boss said on friday was right... FELICIA??? SHE DONT KNOW THE MEANING OF SELLING STUFF ON EBAY... SHE ONLY KNOWS HOW TO BUY!!!

hahahahahhaa!!! im a self admit shopholic!!!! and im loving it!!!!

LIFE!!!

well, im having some problems in a part of my life at the moment, my christian faith... i know that alot of christians will have their ups and downs in their christian walk... but i think mine this time round is a downward turn...

i shouldnt let my emotions take control of me.. i know that... but sometimes, words that people speak can be so hurting that although you dont want to put it into heart and remember it, subconsiously, it stays there with u...

A person whom i really respect said some words that were really harsh.. and thats why, im reacting the way i am now... taking a step back...

o well, hopefully after this phase, i will be back to normal again.. hopefully...