Disintegrate

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I am still broke from the time i updated my blog...
Money just flows out so easily...
I had to service my car last week, costs $155. Front Brake pads were 90% worn out, so had to change them, cost me about A$450. But luckily daddy was willing to subsidise for me...

Even when i went shopping with dearie, i couldnt spend much, knowing that i will have to save money for my singapore and thailand trip in 2mths time, and also my rental on mid-may...

Why am i still so broke even after working for nearly 6mths? i mean, i have savings lah, in this dreamsaver account, but i vouched never to touch it unless in real emergency... but yeah, why am i still so broke??? arrggghhh!!! o well, i love thursdays though!!! thats my pay day!!! hahahaha!!

Lottas things happening back in singapore... Grandma couldnt walk all of a sudden... she couldnt even walk to the toilet... which is kinda bad. Her other leg is giving her problems as well. Apparently, her right side hip bone has shattered into pieces inside her body, and they will have to operate her asap when the docs get the fake limp and stuff. I know she's real worried about it, her age and everything.. and now is a more severe operation. Issues happening back in singapore also worries her, my uncle's case and my other aunty has to go thru an op to remove a tumour in her womb.

Things happen for a reason... and i know she will be fine... pls keep my extended family in prayers...

On a happier note, me and dearie discussed about marriage!!! hahaha!! that silly boy is so afraid of getting married la... scared of babies and committment!!! what nonsense!!!

But yeah, WE HAVE FINALLY DECIDED TO GET ENGAGED MID OF NEXT YR!! confirmed!! hahaha... and will get married probably 2-3yrs after that.. so yeah, we will be legal from next yr onwards!!!

I was expecting a "no" answer from my mummy and daddy...
thinking that im only 23 next yr and wanting to get engaged...
but daddy and mummy agreed!! hahaha..!!! Dear's parents are even better, thought that we are getting engaged this yr, and married next yr!!! his mum cant wait to have grandchildren mans!!! hiak! unlike my parents!!! MY mummy dont know how to take care of babies... she knows, but she's scared also... so i guess i will have to go back when my sis-in-law gives birth!!!

Thats all for updates!!!