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I LOVE MY BOSS!!! not in a relationship kinda sense la!!! (my darling is all i love), but in a sense that im so blessed to have him as my boss..!!!

I expected to be treated "differently" when i came into this firm... for the fact that i was chinese.. and being chinese working in a "white" environment, we are sure bound to be looked upon, to must be able to perform blah blah blah...

But no, my boss is by far the best!! i wanted to quit a few months ago, becos of the management of the company, and yeah, last friday i went down to the conference room to have a talk with him..

ended with tears and just telling him about whats pulling me down, why i wasnt happy and everything... all becos of that woman... i know i shouldnt let her be my deciding factor to leave the company, but at that moment in time, the whole pressure was so bad that even when i hear her voice, i feel like strangling her..

i hate that feeling... and i told my boss that i want to make a full switch to financial planning and not to stay on as a tax accountant... not that i dont like the job of a tax accountant, if fact i quite enjoyed tax.. but the fact of being under her, and reporting to her my every move, worst... she will look over my desk and try to find some files when im still at my desk, going thru my things and loads of shit...

so yeah, i made the switch a couple of months ago to full paraplanning, and that bitch went to tel my boss that she's aware of me looking for another job.. hence the talk on friday... but yeah, i have to thank her as well... cos now i managed to really voice out my opinions on how i feel and not just being the quiet chinese girl who wont talk much...

But yeah, just want to say how bless i am to have him as my boss.. and i even told him that
"i will not leave the firm, at least for this yr and till next yr, unless u fire me"

Cos i really thank God for him, for blessing me with a wonderful boss who understands me, and who will just be there whenever i needed to cry... (cos he will cry together with me!!!) *hiak*