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My CPA exam is in 2 weeks time!!! and i've not even finish studying!!!! still stuck at the last chapt... *screams*

And im still sick... been sick for the past 2 weeks... i totally hate it!!! Last week was bad cos i had a panic attack... and last weekend, i tot my whole system was going to be better... but i felt so sick yesterday that i went to sleep at 830pm!!! and i didnt do any studying of cos...!!!!

Tml's ANZAC day!!! And our cell group is going Bowling!!! *hippie* This wil be my 2nd time bowling in Australia mans!!! and its not too expensive i reckon... $13.50 including shoe hire for 2hrs.... cant compare to sg of cos... SG per game is only about $3bucks!!!

Jes jes is back in perth for a holiday!!! hahahaha!!! miss that blardy bitch so much mans... but she came at the wrong time... im so busy with my studies, and den the weather's been really gloomy and stuff... and she's so cute!!! she told me she's back here to shop... what nonsense??? there is more better things to buy in singapore mans!!!

and YES, im looking forward to my trip back home!!! 1 more month!!! hahahaha!!! then im going thailand with my bitchy rachel as well!!! so its going to be loads of fun!!! poor darling have to be all alone here in perth thou... cant go back with me cos he got his exams then... but yeah~ dont worry lahs dear.. i will go back and eat all your good food for you!!! hahahahaha

Work's been pretty quiet nowadays... Bitch is out most of the time doing audits and stuff.. i think was one of the plans by the directors to leave her out of the office so that there will be less conflict... that is really good hey... cos we are all enjoying the peace now in the office..

And one of the directors installed an additional partition at my work area!!! hahaha.. he said to give me more privacy!!! at 1st i felt like in a cage man!!! but now, its really much better... people who want to peep at what im doing like the BITCH would have to really stand behind me and look, which is abit too much i reckon!!! hahahaha!!!

Ok.. time to go back to work now!!! will upload drama dinner pics NEXT!!!

I LOVE MY BOSS!!! not in a relationship kinda sense la!!! (my darling is all i love), but in a sense that im so blessed to have him as my boss..!!!

I expected to be treated "differently" when i came into this firm... for the fact that i was chinese.. and being chinese working in a "white" environment, we are sure bound to be looked upon, to must be able to perform blah blah blah...

But no, my boss is by far the best!! i wanted to quit a few months ago, becos of the management of the company, and yeah, last friday i went down to the conference room to have a talk with him..

ended with tears and just telling him about whats pulling me down, why i wasnt happy and everything... all becos of that woman... i know i shouldnt let her be my deciding factor to leave the company, but at that moment in time, the whole pressure was so bad that even when i hear her voice, i feel like strangling her..

i hate that feeling... and i told my boss that i want to make a full switch to financial planning and not to stay on as a tax accountant... not that i dont like the job of a tax accountant, if fact i quite enjoyed tax.. but the fact of being under her, and reporting to her my every move, worst... she will look over my desk and try to find some files when im still at my desk, going thru my things and loads of shit...

so yeah, i made the switch a couple of months ago to full paraplanning, and that bitch went to tel my boss that she's aware of me looking for another job.. hence the talk on friday... but yeah, i have to thank her as well... cos now i managed to really voice out my opinions on how i feel and not just being the quiet chinese girl who wont talk much...

But yeah, just want to say how bless i am to have him as my boss.. and i even told him that
"i will not leave the firm, at least for this yr and till next yr, unless u fire me"

Cos i really thank God for him, for blessing me with a wonderful boss who understands me, and who will just be there whenever i needed to cry... (cos he will cry together with me!!!) *hiak*

My baby is now 2 yrs old!!! Baby kaitlyn of cos!!

if only she knows how to read, this blog is for that BIG cutie of mine...!!!

Had been taking care of my little girl since she was born... she's such a blessing to many of our lives...

love the times when she's still small and cuddly, and whenever she smiles at me when i look after her every friday for the past yr... her little noises and everythin...

and now she's already 2yrs old!!! hai~ i feel old tooo...

Pics of my little baby..

Me & My darling Kaitlyn

Pastor Pat, Pastor Joyce & Baby Kaitlyn

Baby Kaitlyn, Me and Darling

Smiley Baby Ethan & ME!

& ALSO, IM NOT GETTING MARRIED NEXT YR LAHS!!! engagement ONLY!! hahaha!!!

My poor darling will be so freaked out if he thinks that i want to get married next yr!!! hahaha!! its only engagement my dear deniz jie!!! but yeh... everything will be happening next yr!!! hopefully lahs *cross fingers*

Thanks guys for all ye blessings on my engagement!! Really appreciate it lots... *smilez*

This post is specially dedicated to my first YA cell...
Although we have now spilt up into different cell groups, but we are still one serving God and doing God's purposes.. i miss u guys heaps!!!

my beloved CELL

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

DearEST Cell Leader Jack & Me

I am still broke from the time i updated my blog...
Money just flows out so easily...
I had to service my car last week, costs $155. Front Brake pads were 90% worn out, so had to change them, cost me about A$450. But luckily daddy was willing to subsidise for me...

Even when i went shopping with dearie, i couldnt spend much, knowing that i will have to save money for my singapore and thailand trip in 2mths time, and also my rental on mid-may...

Why am i still so broke even after working for nearly 6mths? i mean, i have savings lah, in this dreamsaver account, but i vouched never to touch it unless in real emergency... but yeah, why am i still so broke??? arrggghhh!!! o well, i love thursdays though!!! thats my pay day!!! hahahaha!!

Lottas things happening back in singapore... Grandma couldnt walk all of a sudden... she couldnt even walk to the toilet... which is kinda bad. Her other leg is giving her problems as well. Apparently, her right side hip bone has shattered into pieces inside her body, and they will have to operate her asap when the docs get the fake limp and stuff. I know she's real worried about it, her age and everything.. and now is a more severe operation. Issues happening back in singapore also worries her, my uncle's case and my other aunty has to go thru an op to remove a tumour in her womb.

Things happen for a reason... and i know she will be fine... pls keep my extended family in prayers...

On a happier note, me and dearie discussed about marriage!!! hahaha!! that silly boy is so afraid of getting married la... scared of babies and committment!!! what nonsense!!!

But yeah, WE HAVE FINALLY DECIDED TO GET ENGAGED MID OF NEXT YR!! confirmed!! hahaha... and will get married probably 2-3yrs after that.. so yeah, we will be legal from next yr onwards!!!

I was expecting a "no" answer from my mummy and daddy...
thinking that im only 23 next yr and wanting to get engaged...
but daddy and mummy agreed!! hahaha..!!! Dear's parents are even better, thought that we are getting engaged this yr, and married next yr!!! his mum cant wait to have grandchildren mans!!! hiak! unlike my parents!!! MY mummy dont know how to take care of babies... she knows, but she's scared also... so i guess i will have to go back when my sis-in-law gives birth!!!

Thats all for updates!!!