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This post is a dedication to my babes... my lovely lovely babes...
I just suddenly tot of writing this post, after receiving pics from my darlin rachel... yeah, my Birthday pictures at Baker's Inn, (AUGUST 2006), in Singapore.

*Scroll down to see the lovely PICS* and the other 2 pics are attached cos AILEEN and MABZ were unable to be there.. *grinz*

Thank you for all your concern when i was back in Singapore.
Thank you for being there with me thru my life...
Thank you for bringing the bond closer between us
Thank you for being who u are
Thank you for your sincerity
Thank you for the times that we shared and cried
Thank you.. thank you.

To Linda:
Dear, since secondary school.. you've been a really shy, quiet, timid girl... i've seen u grow so much... to what u am today. Pretty, intelligent, cute, and... BIT**Y!!! hahahaha... We must go out and talk more u know... dont be afraid to talk to me le... im always there for u de... Dear, i hope u will make right choices in your life k? I want u to be happy... *hugs*

To Grace:
Babe... we've really been thru lottas UPs and DOWNs together huh? *grinz* arguments... hugs, cries, kisses.. everything... u've changed so much. U are so strong now, strong in the sense of what u want in life, and how you can just let things go. I know its not easy this time round, but dear, dont look back on what u've done, always look forward. Things that u've experienced, are all for a reason de... God will plan bigger things in your life.. bigger plans, and also bigger obstacles... this little one, u can go over it de ok?
Dear, im glad that u are happy... dont worry abt your looks too much. we love u the way you are.. and your future hubby MUST love u the way u are too dear... dont worry k? *hugs*

To Aileen:
Dear, dear dear... i dont know what to say to U! We were really close back in secondary school. always buying 20 chicken wings for the rest of the lazy bums wont didnt want to get out of the classrooms.. we were always staring at people, always disturbing and frightening people. hahahaha!! i absolutely love those times my dear..
Darlin, i know lottas things are happening in your life now. U've been thru alot, i know. Dear, sometimes, we must learn to let go. I know saying it is difficult, doing it is another different thing. BUT, we have to learn. some way or another. u know, "jiu de bu qu, xin de bu lai" <-- if the old one doesnt go, how would the new one come abt? darlin, let go. Dont bring your baggages where ever with u. u are not that strong to carry all of them along the road. Throw your baggages away, do not let yourself sink my dear. that is the last thing i would want to see happen to u... *hugs*

To Rachel:
Bit**, hai~ i dont know what to say to u lah... u and me... i remember u as a cry baby in Primary school, and a real BI*CH in Secondary school... hahahaha!!! We've been thru lots hey? Every thing, we share almost everything le... i think i dont even share this much with my boyfriend hey! hahahhaa..
U know babe.. u and mabz are like my left and right hand. i know, i unknowingly neglected u guys when i have a bf. im terribly sorry abt that. Blame it on me, that i dont know how to control my time well. But dear, u are someone that i really love so much... that i think if anything happens to u, i will be the ultimate saddest... seriously. i cant do without any of u babes in my life... u guys are the only pillars besides my family that is luring me back to singapore every time.. and i enjoy every single moment that im with u dear... hehehe... u are a bit**, but i still adore u dear... *hugs*

To mabz:
Darlin... life alone in Adelaide... must be ultimate sad right? hahahaha... i know lah.. dont worry... ive been thru it man.. 5yrs running. and still going on!!! hahahaha... u arh... i dont know what to say too.. u are my longest friend i've know out of our circle.. since primary 4, u stayed over my house i remembered! *grinz* Everything has past now. i remmeber the times that all of us will be thinking what to do for our future, where we are heading and everything. Now, all of us are more or less stable in whatever we are doing hey?
U are pursuing your Engineering degree, and finishing soon.. dont worry lah dear.. all the things u've experienced now is things to mould u and to sharpen u to make u stronger. i believe in you, i believe u can do it de. Dont let little fall backs bring u down, but make them sharpen u dear...
I really love the times that we were waiting at the bus-stop... and just talking crap. I know u always have to wait for me cos i always have to put on my make-up. IM SORRY! i promise not to take so long anymore k? Babe, i really miss u lots.. u must be strong there ok? Dont worry, anything, always remember our cirlce of BIT**ES! *hugs*

PICTURES:

Rachel and Mabz Linda, Aileen, Rachel

<-- MY BIRTHDAY!!! (look at the BAG and the dress im wearing! GORGEOUS lei....?!) haha