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The title of this post is "I HATE YOU"... its very harsh i know, but i seriously hate him. I HATE HIM FOR:
1) Triggering thoughts of my past regarding my relationship with my mum
2) Being insensitive to my feelings. He knows what i went thru with my mum, yet...
3) Being so money minded, cornering my housemates and going round the bush just to say he got no cash on hand
4) Thinking he knows every single thing, but in fact, although he has his masters, he does not contribute to the society
5) Acting so nice in front of the 3 of us, yet saying bad things of us being our backs.
6) His temper that he vents out on my poor aunty
7) EVERYTHING!!!

Yes, for those people who knows about me staying with this irritating, idiotic uncle, I HATE HIM! he caused so much hurt within me today by asking me questions about my relationship with my mum... LIKE HELLO!!! ITS NOT LIKE HE DONT KNOW OUR ME AND MY MUM'S RELATIONSHIP.
He's freaking money minded.. cornering my 2 poor housemates to the corner.. thinking about how to pay rental and stuff and everything... freaks

I WANT TO MOVE OUT OF THIS PLACE!!!! I REALLY WANT TO... but i cant.. my aunty is far too nice to all of us, she cooks, clean and everything for us. She defends us and fights back with him also. I love my aunty alot, i dont want her to be stuck with this bald headed man. i really dont.
But i promised my aunty to stay till at least the end of the yr, and my daddy wont like the idea of me moving out suddenly like that.. HOW??? just have to take all his shi* remarks i guess...

today was really bad.. he knows about me and mum, yet he still need to ask. I was about to shout and scream and strangle him.. yes, and i was crying while watching TV. didnt dare to go upstairs cos i didnt want my aunty to know that im upset because of that bald fool. He mentioned that my Dad, while working at Cambodia, has another woman.. TWICE HE MENTIONED THAT!!! excuse me...?? who are u to say that when u are not even contributing to the economy but just staying home, looking at por* and whatever shit u do in your room. arrggghhhhh... im just so filled with anger.. I HATE YOU!!!!!!

*Tabi dearie.. thanks for being there when i was cryin like a silly pumpkin.. -hugs-*