Disintegrate

NAME IS: Felicia
TURNING Twenty Three
LOVES GOD.
HEARTS Papa Chee . Mama Chee . Korkor Chee . Da Sao Chee . Bebe Nat. Mr. Chui
ADORES DA B.I.A.T.C.H.E.S club.

Wish for: a safe life . increment . shoes . bags . clothes . new laptop . weight loss . love .

Friends...

~Ah Seng~
~Chris Lim~
~Denise~
~Frances~
~Godmum~
~Jason~
~Joey~
~Linda~
~Liz
~Maggie~
~Marianne~
~Melvin~
~Mishi~
~RaY~
~Thomas Chua~
Reads...

~Dawn~
~KennySia~
~Nicole~
~NiRa~
~Xiaxue~

Layout: lyricaltragedy
Pattern: tillyness

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the 3 kids and granny came over for dinner. Aunty rena called after dinner. The reason why uncle brandon suddenly went into coma was due to a stroke. Nw she's still at the hospital. Doctors told her that a major stroke may attack him in these coming days as shown in his medical reports. he cannot leave the hospital as yet.

I totally cannot imagine when my aunty broke the news to us... her 3 kids, my granny, myself, aunty angie (her sister), uncle nelson and callista all just sat there. Uncle nel was stunned. so was i. How could such a thing happened to him of all of sudden? he's been so fit and everything. Now? Granny was really worried.. can see from her facial expression.

Brist, aunty rena's 2nd son said that his mom told him "if daddy was not rushed to the hospital, he could have died" those words really pricked me.. here i'm, sitting with 3 of his kids. there are only 16, 13 and 11 yrs old respectively... yet, they had to receive such news of their daddy.

When would we ever learn to cherish people who mean so much to us? must we wait till something bad happens to them? it really gave me a wake-up call. To cherish people in the present. Whatever things they've done against me, turned their back against me, backstabbed me, betrayed me, i shaln't hold any grudges, but learn to forgive and forget.

This is a painful lesson that i need to learn.