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problems after problems, but i know that as long as we trust wholly in Him, he will provide.. GOD really held me up when i was down.. when i was crying and feeling soo down, God provided me with friends on msn to cheer me up.. Gosh.. thank god for yj jiejie.. she's such a babe.. always talking to me.. love u lotsss babe!!!!

i've learnt.. never to be a "yes yes" girl.. im someone that will readily help when someone needs help.. just "ok, no probleM".. but i guess, sometimes things wont go always that well when i readily agree... someone told me that if i really do soo many things at one time, soon u will grow to hate the stuff that u are doing.. cos u will be too pressured by those stuff...

so i should be committed and focus, and do best in the things that God wants me to do.. i just want to help.. but i guess, that sometimes do create troubles too...

everything at home has been solved.. thank God.. really.. i didnt know what to do that day.. felt soo lost.. felt soo cheated and betrayed.. but i guess, everyone has their own way of doing stuff.. im not them.. so yah.. but everything's been solved.. hehee...

serene told me that i should not keep everythin to myself.. she kept on asking what happened and stuff, but i guess i wont just tell pple my probs cos i dont want them to be tied down by my problems as well.. 1 person unhappy is enough, what for another??? o well.. but God actually placed friends close to us, to share our woes and happiness too!!! so yea... i should change my silly mindset...

having a terrible headache now.. guess its the Casino.. went there with little Sae Mi cos its her bday.. she's a super terrible girl.. actually won money, but the devil was within her.. and she just couldnt stop gambling!!! hahahahaa.. o well.. she's such a sweetie.. promised me lunch tml as well!!! hehee

alrighty, time to pop some panadols and go to sleep!! there's school tomorrow as well as drama practise!!!! OOOOOOO!!! SUPER EXCITED!!!

*~*feL*~*