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Had a "disagreement" with the associate director at my firm... shall not name him cos he's such an idiot.

All i was told to do initially by HIM was "can u pls help me with all this chinese words in the bank statement of .... client?" and i did...

later he asked "can u help me check if all the bank statements from July06 - Jun07 are there?"
and i did...

And he asked me... 'do u want to keep the file at your area 1st? cos im waiting on his previous yr's work from his ex-accountant to complete the job' <-- of cos i said ok, and left it sitting at the overhead compartment of mine..

That happened about a month ago..

Yesterday, the secretary received back the tax return from his previous accountant, and put it inside the file (which was on my desk)...

Fine... and HE walked past me... so i quickly went to ask HIM "the tax return u are waiting for is here... u can complete the job now i think..."

And HE said to me, YOU CAN DO IT!

I said no, i dont think so cos i dont know anything about the client, and since YOU are halfway thru it, why dont YOU just complete it?

HE said "no, u can do it.. JUST DO IT" <-- IN A LOUD AND UNFRIENDLY MANNER..

fine... i went back to my desk with the stupid file, and asked a colleague of mine what should i do with it... She asked me to go to HIS room and asked HIM what HE wants me to do...

I went to his room, he was punching the telephone pad calling someone, and i didnt mutter a word... i looked at him (with the file on my hand), and he said "LATER!" i tot ok, and i signalled whether i should put the file in his Work in Progress shelves... and he said to me, again in a damn dulan voice... "U TAKE THE FILE WITH YOU!"

I of cos was fustrated la... what the f*** u want? damn it... so i came out of his room, damn angry and did the fustrated "shake my head" look...

BLOODY F***ER, u know what he did? he shouted at me when i was walking halfway across the room, and said "DONT U DARE SHAKE YOUR HEAD AT ME!"

mother fu**ker!!! what the hell? now i dont even get the freedom to express myself la?

And that childish man, WHO IS THE ASSOCIATE DIRECTOR OF THE FIRM, actually called my boss and told him about MY behaviour...

Peter of cos summoned me into his room, and i just burst out angrily... i wasnt upset, i was damn angry.

And guess what happened today, the bloody no guts fool, who is 35this yr, is still acting like a kid... he is the associate director, and he has the bloody guts to say "its not my fault for screaming at her."

HELLO?????!!!

And he's not even talking to me, avoiding me the whole day and im avoiding him the whole day too like he's a plague.

Peter said i should be the big girl and go and approach him in a positive manner... but people who knows me would know thats quite difficult to happen... positive manner = CANNOT BE POSSIBLE in felicia's dictionary... i will probably scream or shout or bite or box or kick or do something to him in his room...

Glad that all my other colleagues are standing on my side.. all of them just asked me to avoid him, and dont bother about him... they know what im going thru... cos they've been thru worst, having to associate with him every single day...

*glad im not an accountant under that idiot*

Shit face... should i leave it for a couple of days before i go in or should i just go in and do de "positive manner"