~LoVieFeL~

birthday Dinner for my chipmunk... IM BROKE!!!!

2008-06-21T18:19:00.002+08:00

Celebrated my darling's birthday. Got him a Nokia 6500 classic phone... Very slim phone, alike a toy... Paid about A$350 for that.

Wanted to give it to him on his birthday itself, but that idiot came out from his room when i was wrapping the present halfway.

so yah, that monkey was so happy with his present. made my heart melt...

We had dinner on wednesday at Jacksons. The 7 course dinner took us 4hrs, so its not for the faint hearted.

We had yummilious food though!
1) Lobster Bisque,
2) Beef Capprociao (not sure abt spelling) & Abalone Salad
3) Lobster and Pork Belly with Whiskey Sauce
4) Quail Egg wrapped with Ham
5) Snail on Brussel Sprout
6) Salmon (cooked to perfection) with oyster (raw yucky oyster) and oxtail sauce (best dish, despite the oyster!)
7) All of duck (there was a soup, duck liver, duck with apple slice, and duck wrapped in pancake! YUMMY, the 2nd best dish)
8) Main dish... i ate fish with abalone salad, alvin had the rabbit with pasta
9) Cheese with fruits
10) Finishing with Pistachio ice cream with rose petal and sour fruits

All are tasting size dishes, so it wasnt the big whoohoo plates! but we were both bursting when we went home! hahahaha! i couldnt sleep at all, whereas my pig just fell asleep when he touch the bed!

And now, im officially broke!!!! to those who i still owe birthday presents to, im sorry, saya no $$ to buy presents leis.... yes, im that broke. i dont know where my money is disappearing to. im trying to save to go back to sg in 2 weeks time, but i think its not working! damn it. GOD HELP ME!!! MAKE A MIRACLE HAPPEN THAT MONEY WILL FALL FROM THE SKY ABOVE MY HEAD PLS!!! *cries*

BABY!!!

2008-06-13T09:11:00.003+08:00

A new addition to the CHEE family!!!

Baby was born on Sunday, 8th June 2008 at approximately 2.45pm. She weighs 3.46kg, and 49cm. Doesnt like her feet to be tickled!!!

Such an adorable little imp! im going to pamper this little niece of mine so much that she will feel so much love from all over the world!

Baby is still nameless... so if you guys have any ideas of names for this little imp, do tell me yahs!? so far, i've gave her a chinese name "En Xi", which i think suits a little girl alot...

I'm an aunty now... *smiles*

Flying!!!

2008-06-07T17:30:00.005+08:00

Went flying in a small plane today for the 1st time! small plane which carries 6 pple max!!!

A very nice adventure, was abit scared when taking off at 1st, but o well... i survived!!!! and thats why im blogging about it now!!!

Taking off was not as bad as takin commercial planes i reckon, and the landing was very smooth, although Alex said the plane was tilting to 1 side...

Was abit bumpy up there, but it was great fun!

went with my boss Peter, Lin and Alex... all from work! good bonding time together, and we know more about planes now thanks to Pete de pilot!!!!!! hahahaha! he's such a cool boss!!!

alright, let the pictures speak for itself now!

Pete & Alex (alex doesnt seem to trust Pete alot) >)

Lin & Me taking the back seat

Our lives were in the hands of his...

Some suburb tt every other house had a swimming pool in its backyard. Damnit.

Rottnest Island

Lin & Me. i was trying to talk la!

Lin!

Lin the "pilot"

The many controls~

The pilot who had to drag his plane back to the hanger

Waiting for my next flight!!!!

Update time!!!

2008-05-23T09:34:00.002+08:00

Havent update the blog for a long time. time to resurrect it again!

Nothing much been happening these past 2 weeks. Work's been work, nothing interesting. Just bored cos there's no work to do, and the time passes so slowly.

Weather's been torturous this week. Storming for the past 2 days. Hate winter. Absolutely hate winter cos i will fall sick which is sucky~

I miss home. miss home heaps. i want to go home for shopping, for chill out times with my bitches, hanging around Orchard til the wee hours, having 24hrs mackas delivered to our place, going clubbing and pubbing...

arrrgghhh!!! damn it! i hate the feeling of missing home.

On a happier note, i would be going back in 46days time starting from today!!! yoo hoo!!! thats about 5 weeks, and i know time will pass very very quicklyy!!!

i need a holiday. i need to refresh and recharge myself. God SAVE ME!!!

Brisbane!!!

2008-05-02T11:25:00.007+08:00

Didnt update my blog cos i was at Brisbane!

I heart that city. I love it so much that i didnt want to come back AT ALL. and thats the place i would want to be! but yeah, i dont know if i will ever take that BIG step and venture out to a place i dont know at all... we shall c!!!

anyways, pictures time!!!

The city i heart~

Marilyn strutting herself at Movieworld~

The evil batman ride. I didnt go on it!

The disgusting Superman Escape! i took this becos that fella below forced me to! and that fella below happens to be my boss. I had scars all over my knee and hip cos that fella dragged me all the way to the Superman Escape!

The man with the evil grin aka Felicia's boss!

Me in the bathroom with silly looking red face after some nice Brissie sun!

My room, with 1 shoe on the floor~ Must be a messy night b4? I CANT REMEMBER! haha!

Me waiting for Peter to go for the Gala Dinner

The lovely dancers from some circus! damn they are good! i forgot to take pictures of the other performance. Was far too engrossed in it!

Gala dinner @ Brisbane Convention Centre with approx 1200pple.

Testing the camera with my date of the night!

Thats us! the finale!

I enjoyed myself TOTALLY at this conference. Got to know some people at the Dance Floor, mainly guys, *ahem*, Peter's really nice. Gave me so much time to go and do my shopping and he didnt complain even though i was supposed to be in the conference, but for 90% of the time, i was either snoozing away or busy at shopping! The only thing i remember about the whole conference is drinking not alot of booze and getting drunk almost instantly! im such a lousy drinker and i hate it!

I love the movieworld and the gala dinner the most out of the conference (becos thats the only 2 functions i went!!! hahaha!). Absolutely love the gala dinner. But there were old disgusting men out there, giving me their room numbers and what not. Stopping me when i was walking, and i stupidly thought i did something wrong when all they wanted was to grap me and asked me if i wanted to go to the dance floor with them.

I'm just thankful that i had Peter around to protect me most of the time, not always, but ya! he took me away as soon as he noticed something was wrong, even when i was tugged under his big Hugo Coat cos it was so bloody cold when we were waiting for the cab to the Casino, i was again picked up by a man! despite me wearing a big man's coat! god help australian men! they are nothing but desperate sex maniacs on the loose!!!

Anyways, my boss, Peter is a damn nice boss!!! i know i've been saying this alot, but its only at the conference i realised that he is more than NICE! I told him that he's so nice to me that i dont even want to leave him! hahaha! And i love it when he respects me as a girl, and like what he said, we compliment each other in our own ways.

I've learnt alot of stuff during this trip, and its going to be an unforgettable journey! well, im awaiting for the next conference!!! Yooooo hoo!!!!

New JOB!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-17T15:39:00.003+08:00

NEW JOB!!!!! nope it is not me that found a new job... i dont think i will leave this firm for the time being. Boss is too nice... hate it when he's so nice to me! makes me feel guilty for not doing work and slacking off some times... well, most of the times lahs. heehee

But my darling has got a new job! ironic issnit it?!?!!? 1st he had such a hard time looking for a job for the past 3mths, and NOW, so many companies are calling him up for interview. When he accepted the job with Kaefer, opportunities just keeps on coming and coming...

Monadelphous rang him last week, asking him if he was interested in a job with them. Construction side. He said yes.

Went for an interview on monday, 14/4. Quite good he said.

15/4, daddy emailed and called me in the office. told me that mona emailed him a reference check for Alvin. I filled it out, send it back to papa and papa forward it on to Mona after looking at it.

17/4, Monadelphous rang, and said WE WANT TO OFFER YOU A POSITION WITH US!!! hahahaha! i am more happy than he is it seems. reason being he told me for the past 2 weeks, he went to office doing a role as an office boy. Buying pizzas, dropping off stuff, a waste of his time. he even slept on his office table, and they dont even care!

My gosh! what the hell!?!?!?! he asked his boss for work, but there's simply no work for him to do! i wonder why did they employ him in the first place... doops...

But now, he got thru to Monadelphous, and he's happy with the role offered! and of cos the salary! they are offering him $25k more! thats alot lah!! hahahaha! i was telling lin that i can plan for my wedding now finally! hahahahaa!!!

Daddy's really happy for him too... at least now he has found a job he really likes. he was looking and eyeing a job at Mona since last yr... and im just glad that he managed to find a job. Hopefully, he will have a nice boss, a nice working environment and nice people to work with... hehee...

As for me, many things happened at work! i made someone cry so much that i feel bad, usually i wont feel bad about stuff, but this time, i feel guilty!

Whole fact of the matter was, boss asked me to swap desk with her, our office had like a little island of 6 tables with partition, right smack in the middle of the office (thats why i called it an island). And to my dismay when i got allocated the seat there 1 1/2yr ago, i was sitting in the centre where EVERYONE will walk pass me and can see what the heck im doing. Basically like a zoo when im the animal in the enclosure, and people can see what im doing (even picking my nose). damn it.

but after a while, i grew to not like, but be okay with my allocated seat. Of cos i did complain a little, but after that, i know that as much as my boss favours me, i cannot climb over his head and say "no, i dont like where im seating! i want to change place now if not i will quit!" i've also picked up little tricks like pressing "Alt Tab" quick enough so that i can switch in between screens... hahaha!!!

last week, boss asked me to swap to the opposite table, cos a new PA was coming, and i was supposed to sit next to her and help her with stuff. i said im okay with wherever u want to place me, besides i had the grand opportunity to sit right smack in the centre of the office, im now easily adaptable!

so monday, when we came back into office, i found my stuff all swapped over the other side! and i thought, "well, at least i didnt had to move it myself" hiak!

My HR manager was nice enough to come in on sunday to swap our stuff around for us, so that we have our tables well adjusted. Thing is, he didnt consult any of us. I am okay with it, cos i didnt have to move my stuff and just sit and relax... the girl, when she came into the firm, wasnt happy AT ALL when she found her stuff being moved, and now she's the one in the enclosure.

I know it takes time for people to get use to tat place, but her reaction was to cry and sob and sniff away like she lost a love one! what the hell right?! come on lah woman, its just a swap of place. She said she is claustrophobic, but shit lah, she is sitting right smack in the centre of the office, with people walking pass her almost every minute. The HR manager even voluteered to take off the partition if she is scared of being "contained"

Ta Ma De!!! i dont remember receiving that kind of privilges when i was working (except from my boss lahs, he's nice mahs, different!)

But hell yes, she cried like no tml, made a laughing stock out of herself, make the bosses felt like she's a rude arse when they asked her how is she, but she didnt reply AT ALL!

Hiak. none of my business. i didnt say i want to switch. its not within my power to say anything and i knw it. I'm at most considered an intermediate person here. not a senior or what. No way can i command anything. But yahs... thats the fun thing of the week. made my monday a little more exciting! hahahahaha!!!

Yes... this is it... my ultimate uber good drawing!

planning.......

2008-04-11T11:54:00.002+08:00

Planning for a HK trip in December with my favourite bitches... hopefully it will come thru and not like last time where we always couldnt fulfill it due to various reasons... 1 main reason is because of not enough finances..

But now with all of us, majority of us i meant (forgot that rachel's not working yet), working, finance wise should be oookkaayy lah i reckon.. so yahs... we shall SEE!

Realised that if u book much much early for a trip, even though its peak period (say christmas or CNY), the price of the tix and accommodation is still really really low... am i dumb or what? but didnt realise it till i tried to book a return tix to sg for CNY next yr... and the air tix by Tiger is only $48.55 one way mans! bet if it was say another 2 mths from nw when they realised "opps, its CNY, and alot of people will surely go home", they will confirm + chop hike up the price again to the sky...

So... i shall book my flight in this month or so! damn it... hate booking for all of these... there goes almost my 1 week's pay! eeks!!!

Holidays!

2008-04-08T15:14:00.002+08:00

im feeling bored nw that i dont need to study. Its only for the time being, cos in June, my CPA fever starts again!

for now, im just enjoying my bored life everyday, not needing to worry about anything in the whole wide world!

Ok... back to my subject.. YES! i will be going for some travelling finally! Going to brisbane on April 26 for 6days for a seminar. Going to stay at Sofitel which is quite neat! hahahaha! will be attending damn boring seminars again, but heck it lahs! i get to eat good food, go shopping! why not? air tix and accommodation all paid for somemore! shiok to the mmaaaxxx!!!

Yes, and yet again, princess is heading back to singapura!! o me goodness, i just miss home so bloody much lahs! i want to just go home and not bother about working, just go back to singapore, stay at my lovely house in Pasir Panjang, look at the greenery surrounding my place, being around with my pop, ah bu, korkor, sy and new niece, go shopping and eating my chawamushi whenever and wherever i want, going out with my biatches!!! thats life mans!

but sad to say, i wont be able to live that kind of life... not for the near future that is... but yes, im going back to SG in July!!! Managed to book cheap tix on Tiger Airways! damn heng lahs... was so disheartened at the so bloody expensive air tix (about $700 for a week?) and somehow, Tiger opened a new flight and it was only 48.55 1 way without tax! cheap like siao lahs! hahahah!! so yes, im going back for a week!!! yippie!!!

And then, i will be going back again in December... if benedix do invite me, then i will go for his wedding in malaysia (grinz), if not, i am planning to go to either HongKong + Shenzhen, Taiwan, or somewhere in Asia lahs... need to go on holiday to relax my tiny brain filled with rubbish mah!!!

o well... till then.. im damn bored doing admin stuff now lahs. why cant he realise that im not an admin person or a PA but im actually a paraplanner who needs to do SOAs and stuff and not data entry? damn it... damn fustrated!

O Happy Times...!!!

2008-03-31T10:20:00.002+08:00

yes im happy! Ecstatic, Overjoyed, Delighted and HAPPY lahs!!!

Finally submitted my assignment... torture for the past 3 weeks on mugging for my assignment becos i've been slacking too much! watching TV, playing my favourite Sushido and Wahjong on Viwawa... procrastinating about not doing it and leaving it till yesterday... damn it...

Was overly confident that i'll be able to finish it... and yesterday alvin was sitting next to me, wanting me to help him with some applications... and when he saw me going crazy at 1 point, he didnt dare to ask me!! hahaha!!! when im overly stressed, i will start singing songs, dancing around and making funny faces to overcome my stress mode... abit crazy, but thats hw i cope with stress dude!

anyways, just like the show "Just for Laughs" <-- i remember always on the bus from home to whereever, its always this show that comes out on the tv... im now like the Green Monster that says "ITS OVER!!!"

thank god its over! i hope that now im a qualified financial planner! will know my results in a month's time! but all's not over yet... i've got 4 CPA papers to continue slugging with... damn it... CPA never allows me to see the light at the end of the tunnel at all... hai~ But i've just got to do it man..

CPA <-- this three alphabets is killing me slowly...

Happier note... yes there's something even MORE delightful than me handing in my assignment! hahaha... not to watch tv and play extra viwawa >_<

Alvin might finally land himself a job at Kaefer! hahahaha!!! damn happy lahs! The person called him today and said they want to take him on, and they want him to meet with the State Manager tml at 10am! its good lahs! he waited so long liaos, and finally got a job! i'm happy cos i remembered yesterday when we were about to sleep, he came and ask me "what if i dont manage to find a job?"

And i was damn heartbroken lahs... damnit... if he dont find a job and have to return to dreadful singapore, then i mah must follow? not that i hate sg lahs... i love singapore, its my hometown, its where i grew, its where my family and close friends are... but the tot of going back to sg to work would kill me man... im such a sluggish person... if u want me to walk ard CBD area even for 20mins, i will want to kill myself. I hate to be around competitive people and smart people!!!! hahahaha!!!

But yahs... thank God that now he landed himself in quite a good position i must say.... we shall wait and see...

Pests in the house

2008-03-20T08:37:00.001+08:00

Absolute hate for all kinds of pests in the house! damn it... in Singapore we've got lizards and cockroaches. now in my house in Perth, my kitchen ceiling is infested with worms!

ta ma de! the thought of worms making their way into my food is damn disgusting lah... i hate it! i hate the thought of it! i dont know how the heck these stupid worms made their way to my kitchen ceiling... must be the nice smelling food i cook everyday! but shit lahs, its affecting me so much, mentally and physically!

I smsed, emailed and even left a message on the maintenance website for my damn agent, and she havent got back to me this morning! ta ma de! i will call her and personally screw her later lo... doesnt mean that tml is the start of the long weekend means my dai ji she dont need to chup lo! KNN! she better call me within the next 1/2hr or so if not she's going to die.

Anyways, dont know why but i've been feeling down today. as in, damn sad feeling lahs... must be the PMS. everything is ok at home, alvin's been a good boy, and i've been a good girl... we're getting along well, but i just feel sad... maybe cos im near broke again~ shit... hate the feeling of being broke with no money. i need a new laptop!!! anyone willing to sponsor me for one? >.<

I miss home... i miss my bitches... i want to go home...

www.viwawa.com <-- damn addictive la!

2008-03-06T07:38:00.003+08:00

damn it... im addicted to that wawa game!!!! all your fault MISS LIAU!!!

grace introduced me to this site... the website is www.viwawa.com. The games there are all lao niang's favourite lo! got Chao Dai Dee (otherwise known as Big 2.5) got MAHJONG somemore! and their Wahjong (as they call it) is so much better than MJ on yahoo! its faster, and the avatars are cuter! mine was naked initially, and i dressed IT up with blonde hair and a stupid top...!!!

hahahaha!!! damn cool lahs! even at work now im thinking of logging on to Viwawa... but cannot lah... if not i will kana fired man...

1st thing im going to do when i go home?? PLAY VIWAWA!!!

PHOTOS!!!!!

2008-03-03T21:25:00.003+08:00

I know im almost a month behind, but yah... just got my computer fixed up not too long ago!!!

anyways.... photos of my new place!!!!

Hall

My Bedroom

Guest room (no one using... so heck it la)

Bathroom

Pee & Shit area

Kitchen

My $900 fridge

And the stuff in it...

The kitchen again

Ondeh ondeh i made today!!!

ya... will put up alvin's graduation pictures another time!!! for now thats it!!!

Exams ----------> O.V.E.R

2008-02-28T14:26:00.000+08:00

I would be using this title quite often i reckon! dont know how many more exams i have, but yah... all for the 3 alphabets, or in my case, a few extra alphabets on my name card. Darn!

Anyways, exam went pretty alright. i think i was over confident for these 2 papers. I even went to watch the show billy lent me, i think the title is Get Karl, Go Oh Soo Jung? Not a bad show leis... i watched till epis 12, and i cried. YES, the bitch cried... i never used to cry when i watch all these soapy dramas, and mabz said i had a heart made of stone thats why... but yah... amazed that i was so touched i cried! hahahahaha!!!

Anyways, received some comments that my blog's pretty boring, and i should post some pictures up... okok!!! once my lappie comes back to life, or when i abandon HP fella to maybe Dell new lover, i will get the photos up k??? still owing Alvin's Graduation pics and of cos, PRINCESS NEW HOUSE'S PICTURES!!! stay tuned!

Exam stress... AGAIN

2008-02-25T13:03:00.000+08:00

when would i be able to get away from exams? damnit... im damn stressed out for my final 2 papers. i just cannot understand anyting about financial products, and my exam's on wed. Good one felicia. good on ya to take on SO many subjects at once.

O well. its ok... i will be complaining about exams every 6mths till i finish my CPA too... darn~

2008-02-18T10:49:00.002+08:00

Finally moved into my new home on saturday! moving houses is really not fun... the packing, the loading of stuff into the car, the unloading of stuff and carrying it up the stairs, the unpacking, the tidying....!!! but o well... we managed to get everything in order and ya... everything is ALL GOOD!!!

Alvin my chipmunk found a good method to transport the stuff to our unit on the 2nd floor... he and his crazy ideas.. first he used his golf putter and asked me to hook all the stuff and he will lift it up. Something like in the past where they put a basket from the flat window and bring it down to the hawker for food... it was a bit scary cos a few bags contained alot of glasses, and if it drops, there goes my beloved aunty's car!!!

But i've gotta admit... that method did save me tonnes of running up and down... i think the times i carried the boxes up and down = to exercise regime of 1/2yrs work lo!!

Moved into property, realised there wasnt any hot water... damnit... perth is bloody hot in the day and cold in the night... machiam like some desert... but the smartie pants AKA yours truly managed to do it all by myself on sunday! hahaha!! saved us the feeling of having to shower in cold water!

Im much happier... much much happier than i was for the past 2 weeks. This house may be small, but it is cosy and enough just for me and alvin. I'm just glad that he was there for me all these while... i cried, i screamed, i shouted, i bite, i did everything bad to him. But he just continued to stand there and let me vent my fustrations out. He knows im happy now... and yes, im glad to be out of the cage. i love my freedom!

Family ties... how i wish i dont belong there

2008-02-11T14:33:00.000+08:00

Damnit. If im not a Christian, i would be cursing and swearing in all languages. But i refrained myself, because im a Christian, and i promised myself never to swear when i was 10yo.

I hate you, and i hate you to the core. If i can use a vase to smash you on the head, i will. If you are in any ways not related to me, i would have killed you. I hate all the things that you and your family have done to me this past week. It may have seem like nothing, but all the bloody excuses and the god damn times you said "sorry", i hate you.

Dont do things and apologise later for it, when you know its not right in the first place. It is too late to apologise now, because i hate you for what you have done. Bible taught me to forgive, but i cant. This has gone far worst than "i forgive you" stage. You make me in such a bad position, that even your sister is ashamed of you.

You can say that i'm your niece, hold my hand and said you are sorry. But do you really mean it God knows!? I've had enough of your darn comments, and i'm only looking forward to the time i can move out of your house and pronounce "i m no longer a caged bird!" I hate the fact that you are my relative, you are my mum's sister and brother in law, and i have got to face you even when you go into your coffin.

Truth is, i can choose my friends and not my relatives. No matter what, i believe God placed me here for a reason, and I know that i will be stronger once i go thru this damn shit. For now, just go away from me.

House found...

2008-02-06T10:05:00.000+08:00

Yo!!!

i finally found a place to stay. Alvin and felicia are no longer homeless!!!

Our new place is at south perth, nice place, outside looks abit kok, but inside is small, comfy and clean and pretty and just nice!!!! heheee...

now im in need of furniture. Anyone willing to sponsor me some money or getting me some gift cards!??!!!? i need to buy everything from the start again... hai~

Dreadful weeks...

2008-02-04T08:23:00.000+08:00

Looking for a place to stay is damn dreadful lahs... i never imagine it to be so terrible...

I'm currently looking for a 2bedroom rental place, budget is $300 max.. unfurnished place is what im looking for.. set such a high budget, but always rejected by these people... damnit... hopefully i can secure a place by this week...

Chinese new yr is around the corneR!!!! whooo hoo!!!

Happenings of the week...

2008-01-23T11:38:00.000+08:00

Lottas things happened this week, well last week AND this week lah..

Went to beach on Sunday, got myself BURNT, not tanned... in a few days time, i'm going to start peeling... quite bad... it still hurts... and i look like a cooked lobster. Not as bad as Alvin, who looks like a bloody charcoal-ed tomato!

Lost my ring at the beach. Quite upset about it, but o well, its a cheapo supposed-to-be-replaced-sooner-or-later ring... so now that its gone, i've got the chance to buy a new one! Darling promised to give me $1.5k for now to buy my ring... depending on his future job, he will raise the amount i am given to buy a ring! hahahaha!!!

Darling banged my car today whilst reversing out of the bloody damn dumb garage that wont close no matter how many times you press the control. He bang into the mailbox... apparently his reasoning was "i was so blur when i woke up, and i didnt realise the car was going sideways"

Hiak! fine explanation. Shall bring it to repaint once i've decided to sell my car...

Went to apply for a couple of rental properties. Didnt get it. Damnit... hopefully will get one soon... PLEASE GOD?

Bloody woman in the office.... That woman who i shall not spell out her name but her initials are J.O.!!! Bloody woman... her voice is so screeky that i can even hear it when coming from downstairs. She's irritating the hell out of me. And hell, she can wear inappropriate clothing with her big fat arse and pig arms, why cant I??? damnit!!! i hate her!!!!!

Wedding Dinner @ Club Chinois, Orchard Parade Hotel

2008-01-17T08:14:00.000+08:00

Time to update my blog with my brother's wedding dinner photos!!!

Stole some pictures from Lin's blog cos that day, i didnt take much photos that night cos i was busy running ard, and had thought i misplace my camera, when it in Alvin's pocket all along!!! Cant blame anyone, we were all too busy and stressed up that day with the noise level and 300++ people around us...

Photos time!!!

Wedding Menu

Ballroom

Wedding bears as decorations

Gorgeous ladies of the night!

L to R: Mab, Grace, Lin, Me, Rac, Leen & MY MUMMY!!

Reception beauties of the night

Heart Petals - made by grace

The ring...

The bride and groom

Exchanging of drink

Alvin & Me

Last but not least, a happy shot of the couple.

All my wedding pictures for that day are uploaded now! will wait for professional shots taken by the cameraman!!!

Next blog, my trip in Singapore with friends!!!

Wedding Pictures

2008-01-10T10:29:00.000+08:00

As promised, pictures of my brother's wedding!!! Its going to be A.L.O.T of pictures for this post, so bear with me ok???

Didnt take alot of pictures at night cos Miss Busy was running here and there trying to get stuff organised!!! Day pics are classic!!! i've uploaded all of them onto my Flickr account already!!!

The day before the wedding:

Daddy and mummy had to lay the new bedsheets for the newlyweds (old chinese tradition), and this was done close to midnight! Sleepy me still had to take pictures of my ah pa and ma while they were changing bedsheets for my bro!

When the bed was done, my poor brother was not allowed to sleep on the bed, again, chinese tradition... So he had to sleep on the floor!!! hahahaa

The wedding day:

My brother, posing with the wedding car!!! MABZ, got buy 4D anot for the number plate??

The men, posing at 7am in the morning at my place...

Me and my family... posing together with the infamous pig leg!!!!

Who can forget? the infamous Pig Leg!!! It is a customary thing that we must have for chinese weddings, not sure which dialect group... but we have to get a REAL and RAW pig leg with 12oranges decorated on a RED tray to bring it over to the woman's family. The woman family would then cut a part of the pig leg, and return it to us... i dont know what is the outcome of the pig leg now... (probably in the bin)

My brother (who forgot his tie) and my cousin aka the bestman aka the pig leg man for the day.

The men, not allowed to go into the house to fetch the bride, until my bro and the "brothers" gang suffered doing a jigsaw thing with macroni, eating raw bittergourd, wasabi biscuits and drinking an unknown liquid AND also my kor had to give them a hefty sum of red packet

The jigsaw macroni.

The raw bittergourd time... bro was getting abit dulan about the whole saga now...

After the whole event, finally allowed into the house to fetch the bride!!! *look at alvin's face!! filled with wasabi and bittergourd*

The bride!!! My sister in law, Su Yee...!!!

Them in the wedding car on their way to our house

Kissing pose in front of their wedding car...

My cousin... he looks quite "happy" with his pig leg!!!

The bride before changing to her tea ceremony dress.

Lighting of the candles.

Grandma and the newlyweds.

Daddy and mummy, drinking the tea offered by the newlyweds.

The Chee Family, welcoming the new member, Thian Su Yee!!!

Dad and Alvin posing in front of the glorious food prepared by mummy!!!

Su Yee wearing all the gold on her.. she wasnt allowed to take out the gold for the day i heard..

Eating the noodles!!! i dont know what that signifies, but the orangie noodles looks...

The Thian Family, welcoming their new member, Kelvin Chee!!!

Before i end this entry, let me introduce the Sister gang and brother gang who helped out so much during the wedding!!!

Sister Gang (L to R): Carol, Wendy, Bride Su Yee, Mary, Alison

Brother gang (L to R): Alvin, Raymond, Charles (aka bestman), Groom Kelvin, Liang Fong

Wait for my next entry *THE DINNER @ CLUB CHINOIS*

Guess what i found??!??!!?

2008-01-08T10:59:00.000+08:00

You bitches, namely Rachel, Mabz, Linda and Grace will hate me to death when you see this!!!

Hahahaha!!! guess what i found in my Flickr folder while uploading my brother's wedding pictures????

2 group pictures of my beloved bitches taken in May 2003!!! hahahaha!!! thats like 4 1/2yrs ago!!!

Enough talking, welcoming the babes of 2003!!!

Mabz darling, you are the only one that hasnt change much, became prettier, and looks as young!!!! Its a good compliment hor! the rest have all aged except you!!!

The rest of the bitches, darn you guys are now good looking babes!!! How good looking? Take a look at my gorgeous princesses in 2007!!! (taken from Linda's blog)

Now now now, where's leen's old pic huh?!?!?! So that i can disgrace her too!!!

Yoo HOO!!!

2008-01-07T15:35:00.000+08:00

yoo hoo people!!!

I've been "MIA-ing" since i went back... so its time for me to update my blog le!!!!!!

Singapore trip was good! Not as fun as i expected becos of the dreadful weather. but overall, felicia didnt spend lots of money, but spent lots of energy doing stuff!!!

Updates of my whereabouts during my Singapore Trip:

Firstly, preparation for brother's wedding:
- Felicia went to do fake nails worth $45, but destroyed it all in a day becos she couldnt remove her contact lenses and got damn fed up with it...
- Felicia went to do hair and make-up styling by the makeup artist for the bride. She did a fantastic job that i got plenty of comments from my relatives
- Shoe shopping for the right shoe to match the gown. GOT IT!

Misc stuff:
- Shop and bought 11 pairs of shoes from all over the country. Damn shoe shopper lah me...
- Sang at K-BOX from 10-3am with my best buds incl Rachel, Mabz, Gracie and Lin
- Had Christmas BBQ with my 5 favourite bitches!!!!
- Met up with Jes for supper at Mackas! Sorrieee la babe, really wanted to contact u, but no time! den who knows so qiao met u.... its GOD's will la!!!
- Bought a suit from G2000, approx 5working tops, 2 pants, and a skirt
- Bought more clothes frm Far East Plaza
- Watched Alvin & The Chipmunks (best cartoon ever), National Tresure and I m Legend (boring movie)

Upsetting news:
- Princess Felicia fell from the bus whilst alighting. Bruises on both palms, sprained left ankle, but still able to go shopping!
- Fell sick upon reaching Singapore. Damnnit! must be the damn weather and the following day's bbq. Now voice damn sexy lahs!

Happy News:
- Beloved Alvin bought a ring for ME!!! no wedding bells yet, but soon la! In preparation le!!!

O well! overall, Singapore Trip December 2007 was not too bad!!! although i didnt buy as much stuff, but still i dont know where all the money flew to lah! but it was good! spent time with my family, and my sis-in-law!!! I LOVE HER!!!

Awaiting the next trip in July!!! Hang on guys, i will post all the pics taken during my trip soon!!! *hopefully*

Bus!

2007-12-14T07:31:00.000+08:00

after many many yrs of driving here in perth, i finally took the BUS to work this morning!

Hahahaha!! damn big achievement for me lah. ya, why do i need to take the bloody bus? cos my man needed to use the car (MY CAR!!!) to go for an interview @ 800am! shit ass brain!

But anyways, i've got to say its a good experience taking the bus. I was early waiting for the bus at the busstop (for those who dont know, the idiot buses comes once every 1/2hr in perth, na ma to the person who planned that!) and the bus came early too! So thank God i didnt miss it la. if not i will need to take the cab liaos! (cabs are damn ex here lah. its like $20 for a 15mins right? arrh...!!!)

Went up the bus, old man wasnt too friendly (must have had a bad nite with his wife!) Asked him how much issit, paid the bloody fare and forgot that need to take the tix one! shit lah. in singapore we just leave the tix sitting at the damn machine till it overflows! who bothers about it mans!?!?!?!?!

The trip:
The stupid bus brought me up and down slope, till i really lost myself man! dang! took awhile to orientate myself, but i stopped a stop too early, ended up walking for quite a bit, and then ya, reach work at 805am! nia eh! work only starts at 830! what m i doing here at 805??!?!?!

But o well, mite be able to leave work earlier later! :p

Peter Boss and Greg Boss are taking a plane to visit people over at the farms. They are taking Peter Boss's plane! hahahaha!! and i think he's going to be the pilot too! (hope it doesnt crash!) hahahahahahaha

Thank you...

2007-12-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

Thank GOD, i passed my CPA number 2!

Jes said to me "God has not forgotten about me"... thats right girl, God doesnt forget about us, even at times where we turn away from him.

"im coming back to you" <--these were the 5 words playing in my head thru service today. Yes its been almost 3 mths now, and im coming back. Sorry to turn away from you, sorry to keep you waiting, but i'll be stronger from now on. i promise.

Becoming an aussie...

2007-12-07T07:52:00.000+08:00

I realised that im slowly becoming an australian!!!!!!!!

Sleeping:
Have been waking up before 730am (even on days that im not working)
Have been SLEEPING before 11pm, sometimes 10pm!!!!!! (and if you do the daylight saving time, i am sleeping at 9-10pm SINGAPORE time!)

Shopping:
I'm becoming an aunty, always shopping at supermarkets only!

Home:
When i go home from work, all i do is watch dvds and bum around!

What is WRONG with me? i cannot believe the felicia who once go clubbing till 3-4am, have the ability to spend $1k in a day when shopping in singapore, and dont go home till its time to rest has now changed so much.

Eekss... is the rest of my life here in perth going to be this way? but there's really nothing to do in perth! thats why im thinking of shifting to melbourne.

Hai~

Boss is finally back! good and bad. Good thing is i finally got stuff to do instead of being paid for doing nothing. Bad is, i wont get to go home early anymore! *boo*

Counting down: 14 days to singapore!

Online Shopping

2007-11-28T15:26:00.001+08:00

I've been doing so much shopping online, its NOT funny!!!!!!

These past 2 weeks, i've spent almost AU$350 buying stuff online!

List:
Green full length dress for kor's wedding:
from ebay (www.ebay.com.au) - AU$160

2dresses + 1 top:
from Shoplah (www.shoplah.com) - US$65

4 Wedding Song CDS:
from Amazon (www.amazon.com) - US$80

This is CRAZY lah! There goes my salary for 2 days! means i've worked for NOTHING those 2 days. SHIT!

Leasing companies <-- HATE IT

2007-11-26T14:24:00.000+08:00

Having a shit day again ALL Day!!!!

Leasing companies calling me to tell me that the lease is not valid due to changes in interest rates and blah shit! like HELLO? how m i supposed to know that your interests rates vary so by more than 0.50% in say, 2 weeks?!?!?!?!?!!

Idiots. Cant blame it on the clients, aint their fault. If im them, i will get equally fustrated too.

Shit. lets see how im going to get these 3 leases on hand off my hand now by thursday. SHIT

Advert - Online Shopping

2007-11-24T08:04:00.000+08:00

My bro's wedding is in the final preparation, and its DRIVING me crazy!!! i didnt know that there will be so much things to do for a wedding mans! especially a chinese one...

Due to certain unforeseen circumstances, his wedding has to be brought forward to Dec 30. Was told last week only, and everything was in a mess lo! need to ask for the venue, the bridal dress so on and so forth...

I was on the verge of booking an air tix to fly back to singapore to help him. Actually i did book, but i cancelled it last min cos i reckon there is seriously nothing much i can help him with in 4-5days that im in singapore. Best i can give is only moral support.

Alright! my title is online shopping right? i bought 3 dresses and a top! my gosh! im such a shopaholic! stumpled about this really good website with GORGEOUS dresses and tops and everything lahs! its a singapore online shop, but they get their stuff mainly from Korea.

Do visit the shop when you have the time! its really worth every single min! Its not pricy as compared to other online shops as well, and i must say, the dresses are so pretty i wanted to buy down almost the whole shop!

The web link is: http://www.shoplah.com/!!!! Absolutely gorgeous!!! These are the dresses i bought! will take pictures when it comes in about 2 weeks time???

Dresses:

<-- I bought this dress for only less than S$25!!!!

<-- This dress too, for only less than S$25!!!!

<-- Luuuvvv this dress loads! but havent bought it yet!

<-- another fav dress!!!!

In total, ibought 2 dresses and 1 top!

Another impt point: if you buy 3 or more items, you are entitled to a further 10% discount! How great is that?!?!?!

O well.... im just waiting for my dresses to come QUICK!!! heee... till then!

Idiot clients!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-20T07:54:00.000+08:00

Why must we put up with people with darn behaviour? As though their parents have never taught them the basic courtesy of not to shout into someone's ears!

This morning came to work, boss asked me to call 2 clients to check the progress of their stuff. bloody hell...

1 has to shout at me as though he didnt manage to have se* with his wife last night and he's blaming me for it!!! damnnit!

i was on the verge of screaming back, but luckily i manage to calm down and said my boss would call u back.

idiots. now my whole day is ruin because of you. i was nice enough to tell u u dont have sufficient funds in your super to fund your insurance premium, and you this bloody idiot have to scream at me as though i've got no mother or father. Damnnit!

Im angry. Very angry!

MISC updates

2007-11-08T12:19:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to update really.

Work's been work. still not going too well with her, but o well, still have to live on i guess. work is all about politics! u cant love everyone!

Will be moving back home on mon! ha! not really fun as well cos home's internet is cranky and slow always. so i dont really like to go home. now staying with darling is much much better, and im so used to it already! *sigh*

Going back to singapore in about 1 1/2mths time! still remember in sept, i was complaining how long its going to be till i get back to sg! but now its coming! hurray! Shopping! ha! and i managed to get leave till 6th Jan! how awesome!

My darling boy has a job interview with Argon tml, and if he gets that bloody job, he's going to be stationed at Kalgoorlie! where's theres nothing but prostitutes and miners! shit, he's either going to hooked up with some pros or some miners! shit shit SHIT!
but o well, pay will be super good... will be at least 2 1/2 times more than me, and he promised to pay my rental and change my car if he gets the job! *i love you darling*!!!!

time to go back to reality. eating tuna sandwich now. life sux!

Exams ----------> O.V.E.R

2007-10-31T07:57:00.000+08:00

Hurray!!! my exams are finally over!!!

Think i did alright for both papers.... better be ok if not i will kill myself...

The CPA paper was easier this time... either it was an easier paper, or like what darling said, i know whats going on now the 2nd time round, thats why it seems easier to me....?
Finsia paper was ok... just that i didnt imagine it to be a 2hr paper, and i tot it was a 1hr breeze thru paper like the other one... but o well, i think i did alright with that as well... *prays*

Abalone season is starting this sunday!!! ha! not that i really like to go and get wet and dirty early in the morning, but me and dar have been going faithfully to the beach every sunday morning at 6am just to get some action of it! but its fun lahs!!! hehee..

And i've decided to go and apply for the licence so that i can catch some as well! and of cos, i will bring back the abalones to my bitches and family!! *hiak*

I'll be heading back to sg in 1 1/2mths time!!! cant wait mans!!! it will be soooo exciting!!! i get to go and see whats happening for the wedding, get to go and buy, buy BUY all the clothes, shoes and bags!!! im such a shopholic!!! ha! thinking about it also makes me drooollll man!!!

O well... time to go back to work again... will update more next time!!!

Study...!!!

2007-10-22T10:38:00.000+08:00

In the office now, trying to study for my paper tml...

Last min preparation on my side for this paper... perhaps im confident of the Financial Planning unit more, cos its what i do at work everyday... so tml all i have to do is to go into the exam hall and just spit out everything i have done at work for insurance i guess...

More worried about my paper on thursday... tat is my CPA paper... have been preparing for it, but still dont feel 100%.... not even 80% man!!! hai~ super slacker...

I reckon i've got a needle on my butt... i cant sit for more than 20mins studying... i must do stuff.. even yesterday, when i was trying to study ALL afternoon, i must get up, go and do the gardens, den study, go and make tea, den study, go and eat apple, and den study!!!

WHATS WRONG WITH ME!?!?!?!?!

O well... better go back and study... if not i will fail this paper...

Business Coach

2007-10-16T15:53:00.000+08:00

all the accountants and de financial planning pple had a meeting with our Business Coach (BC) today... what the BC does is to talk to us all in a group to see how we are progressing in our work, any unhappiness and how we think we should improve ourselves.

The meeting was how we should communicate. From Transferring of Data, to Understanding each other, reaching an Agreement and finally, the outcome... Felt it was quite common sense, things that we would do when we will be delegating work to someone...

Saw lin crying when the session was about to finish... and i teared as well... reason was i felt unhappy for her... and i was still bearing something in me about Chris... i know i shouldnt hold on to that, but i dont know why, its just bothering me...

After that, i went to the toilet crying and lin was there comforting me.. i think we reach an understanding that no matter what we do, we cant change the surrounding that we are in... we cant change ourselves in a day, and we are not wanting to see changes in peoples' lives in a day as well... so... just bear with it lo...

Wanted to take my note pad back from the meeting room, and with both of our eyes swollen, BC and Peter was there still talking. so yah, we were "called" to go in to talk to the both of them.. and ya, me and lin, being emotional animals... we burst our crying... like babies..

But all in all, its a good session, we got to understand each other better...and for me, i managed to open us to our BC, sharing with him all de feelings i had bottled up in me... what he said was right... im a Feeler, and a person that will bottle up all my feelings within me... thats no good cos if one fine day, something were to trigger this, i will EXPLODE! and i did...

Learning to adapt to a working environment is never easy... and i finally got to understand it when im working here... im not complaining about stuff, and i know if im unhappy, i can easily move on to another firm and start afresh... but i guess, this place is a good stepping stone and learning enviro for me... im still learning, still gasping whats around me...

but i will be ok soon...

Idiotic Drivers!!!

2007-10-10T13:04:00.000+08:00

Darling came to fetch me from work yesterday...

When we were halfway on our way home, we were being "followed closely" by a BLUE HONDA CRV!!!

Followed closely seem like a nice way... that bloody arsehole was driving so close to my Echo, that he nearly kiss my echo's butt a couple of times!!! shit face!!! if i was driving instead of darling, i bet yah, i will just brake and let him bang into me.. cos it will be HIS fault then!!!

and when i turn around to look at him, HE BLOODY POINT HIS SHIT FACE MIDDLE FINGER AT ME!!!!

bloody old man!!! he's so going to get it from me!!!

im going to report him to the Department of something (till i find the right department) and smart enough of me, i took pics of his car!!!! *hiak hiak*

He is a disgusting driver, and will pose lottas problems to our roads!!! so im going to SUE him!!!

His number plate is: 1CJY 611, and its a Honda CRV (blue color). For those who sees this car on the road, help me take a better pic of the car so that i can get a clearer pic of him! The driver is a digusting semi bald man, ard age 40. Fat!

Alright!!! im an angry girl!!!

Mama Fu**er

2007-10-05T11:38:00.000+08:00

Had a "disagreement" with the associate director at my firm... shall not name him cos he's such an idiot.

All i was told to do initially by HIM was "can u pls help me with all this chinese words in the bank statement of .... client?" and i did...

later he asked "can u help me check if all the bank statements from July06 - Jun07 are there?"
and i did...

And he asked me... 'do u want to keep the file at your area 1st? cos im waiting on his previous yr's work from his ex-accountant to complete the job' <-- of cos i said ok, and left it sitting at the overhead compartment of mine..

That happened about a month ago..

Yesterday, the secretary received back the tax return from his previous accountant, and put it inside the file (which was on my desk)...

Fine... and HE walked past me... so i quickly went to ask HIM "the tax return u are waiting for is here... u can complete the job now i think..."

And HE said to me, YOU CAN DO IT!

I said no, i dont think so cos i dont know anything about the client, and since YOU are halfway thru it, why dont YOU just complete it?

HE said "no, u can do it.. JUST DO IT" <-- IN A LOUD AND UNFRIENDLY MANNER..

fine... i went back to my desk with the stupid file, and asked a colleague of mine what should i do with it... She asked me to go to HIS room and asked HIM what HE wants me to do...

I went to his room, he was punching the telephone pad calling someone, and i didnt mutter a word... i looked at him (with the file on my hand), and he said "LATER!" i tot ok, and i signalled whether i should put the file in his Work in Progress shelves... and he said to me, again in a damn dulan voice... "U TAKE THE FILE WITH YOU!"

I of cos was fustrated la... what the f*** u want? damn it... so i came out of his room, damn angry and did the fustrated "shake my head" look...

BLOODY F***ER, u know what he did? he shouted at me when i was walking halfway across the room, and said "DONT U DARE SHAKE YOUR HEAD AT ME!"

mother fu**ker!!! what the hell? now i dont even get the freedom to express myself la?

And that childish man, WHO IS THE ASSOCIATE DIRECTOR OF THE FIRM, actually called my boss and told him about MY behaviour...

Peter of cos summoned me into his room, and i just burst out angrily... i wasnt upset, i was damn angry.

And guess what happened today, the bloody no guts fool, who is 35this yr, is still acting like a kid... he is the associate director, and he has the bloody guts to say "its not my fault for screaming at her."

HELLO?????!!!

And he's not even talking to me, avoiding me the whole day and im avoiding him the whole day too like he's a plague.

Peter said i should be the big girl and go and approach him in a positive manner... but people who knows me would know thats quite difficult to happen... positive manner = CANNOT BE POSSIBLE in felicia's dictionary... i will probably scream or shout or bite or box or kick or do something to him in his room...

Glad that all my other colleagues are standing on my side.. all of them just asked me to avoid him, and dont bother about him... they know what im going thru... cos they've been thru worst, having to associate with him every single day...

*glad im not an accountant under that idiot*

Shit face... should i leave it for a couple of days before i go in or should i just go in and do de "positive manner"

Blues

2007-10-03T15:33:00.000+08:00

Went to subway to get my all-time favourite Seafood Delite...

Stupid bugger gave me the wrong sub, gave me a weird looking one without my favourite pickles and olives... And he threw my cookies on the table...

Bought an air bed to sleep instead of squeezing on a single bed with dar.. brought my comforter and bolster from home to accompany me too!!! dont know when i will get to go back home, so all these are just preps for our future home i guess??

Wedding Updates:
So many things to do for the wedding!!! From the invitation cards, to the gown, to the location... my gosh!!! I seem to be more excited than my brother!!! i think he sees me as a pest now cos i keep on bothering him about it.. *grinz*

ok, back to work.. :(

Brother's Wedding!!!

2007-10-02T09:55:00.000+08:00

My beloved brother just told me the date that he's getting married!!! whahahaha!!! im so bloody excited lah...

dont know why, not my wedding, but still................................

I love my brother alot... although we had our fights, quarrels, bad times in the past, but i still love him alot... and i know he loves me alot too... he dont really express himself well, but he always shower me with things that i want...

When i asked him to buy me some clothes from G2000 cos i got no more working clothes, he bought me a full suit without any complaints...

When i asked him what is he going to buy for my christmas present, he asked me what i want without a question...

although he always bully me, asking me to buy food for him, disturbing me about my clothes, makeup, artists i like and boyfriends, he is always someone i can count upon for advice..

He always buy nice dvds for us to watch, and he always gives me money when he knows im lacking...

My brother can talk nonstop too!!! which is really amazing cos no one will ever feel bored with him around!!!

I love u korkor!!!

Also, my future sis in law... She's the angel in my life, showering me with lottas stuff, caring for me when im sick... always looking out for me in her ways...

She is really a weed... someone who's so strong in her own ways... she can buy whatever she wants, and not use a cent from her dad's money.

She comes over to our place every weekend, and always buy stuff for me... when she goes out with us for dinner, she will always scoop food for me... those simple signs of love from her, i know she is someone who will really love my brother, and my family!

Ok, back to the wedding!!! i dont knw what dress to get!!! o, he's getting married in end of may!!! I should buy my dress now before it disappears!!!

Peeps, help me choose my dress can? korkor said i can wear anything i like, i will be the bridesmaid of cos!!! (a pretty one in fact!!!)

okok... dresses time!!!

I really love this green dress... very versatile hor??

Nice simple day dress..

The above one mite be a bit too casual???

Dinner Dress???

Opinions anyone??

Home-less...

2007-09-28T11:15:00.000+08:00

Im declared home-less again...

its ok, its all for my uncle, and im willing to do it..

Becos of what happened recently, made me think though lottas stuff...

issit really worth it to be rich? Being rich is not easy, and always brings about lottas risk...

What is the point of having risks just becos u want to be rich? and affecting your family, friends all becos of that?

this experience made me realise:

who are your real friends? friends that are with u all the time may suddenly abandon u when u are in trouble!!! thats what happened.
Family are there no matter what happen... u can always count on them...

O well.. its ok... i believe everything will be ok soon... 1 more week...

Coming to another note, i will be having my CPA and Finsia exam in less than a mths time!!! shit mama... i feel like dying!!!

Family issues

2007-09-21T18:58:00.001+08:00

Having some family issues now, not from my immediate family, but some issues from my extended relatives...

Pray for us, that things will smooth out soon... things will be ok soon...

My Birthday

2007-09-13T21:56:00.000+08:00

Yap, in 2 days time, Miss Chee is going to turn to sweet 22... is that still a sweet age though???

O well, no biggies about this age i reckon... still pretty young hey? If im like 40++, den i will hate birthdays lahs...

My aunty, she's 45, and every thursday we have to drag the silly Green and Yellow Bins out for collection... every wed when she reminds us to empty our room's rubbish, she will say "hai, im a week older again!!!"

hahahaha!!! coming back to my birthday!!!! I shared how my biatches got me such a big and wonderful gift... i seriously never had many presents coming from singapore xcept from my bitches and my godmum...

Which im still really glad to receive any thing, even a simple card or a sms greeting to say "happy birthday!"

but of cos lahs... which person dont like gifts??? as in material gifts???

So now, time to write down my Birthday Wish LIST!!! hahahahaha!!! Maybe some one can help me fulfill some of my wishes???? *grinz*

1) CASH (will never fail to make me happy)
2) CAR ( I NEED A NEW CAR DADDY!!!!)
3) Ninetendo DS Lite Console!!! I soo want to get the Rose Pink one... super chio la!!!!
4) Clothes (Working clothes from G2000, im a size 7 for top and bottom for people who wants to buy me anything *hiak*, and Gai Gai clothes!!!!)
5) Shoes (always a girls' best friend!!! Im a size 6 i think...)
6) Bags (another girl's best friend... mine too!!!)
7) Sunnies - i seriously need a pair of decent sunnies...
8) Laptop - i can feel my current laptop dying on me anytime...

Things i'm blessed with so far for my 22nd birthday presents:
1) Ipod from my soon-to-be husband!!! heehee... the IPOD Nano Gen something 4GB one...
2) Working Suit + Skirt from my beloved bro and sis-in law!!! I so love G2000 working clothes la!!!
3) Pink bag from my biatches!!! I Love it la!!! so me man!!!
4) Anna Sui Coin Pouch from my biatches!!! My gosh, how u know i need a coin pouch terribly? i always put my coins everywhere one lahs!!! and the color and pattern, so me mans!!!
5) Black gai gai pants again my biatches!!!! So comfy man the pants!!!
6) Face mask - face shop again from my biatches!!! eh, my skin not smooth enough issit?!?!?!
7) Princess hanger again frm them... i dont know what its supposed to do though???
8) A card that spells out the love from them to me... that was THE most valuable thing from my biatches to me...

and the most important one of all...

9) My daddy's promise - this is not something that i own physically, but a sentence i will remember for my life... i was asking my daddy what is he going to give me for my bday, and den he said "girl, u know that i will always, and have always given u anything that you want... if u want anything, u know daddy will get for u, doesnt have to be your birthday even" a sentence that melted my heart.... i love my daddy...

Yeappppsssss!!! Thats all for now... have a steamboat party tml for cell group, and den on saturday, going to have dinner with alvin, and sunday going to have home cooked food from my aunty cooking all my favourite dishes!!! yummy!!!!!!

I m so loved!!!

my B.I.A.T.C.H.E.S

2007-09-08T20:40:00.000+08:00

biatches... i love you guys!!!

Thank you for the super big box of present... was so surprised when i came back from work on friday...

next to the staircase was a HUGE box from singapore... from.............................. MABELENE SIM!!!

hahahaha!!! i knew it was my beloveds who sent me gifts... alike gifts from heaven...!!!

I received:

a pink bag which is SOOO me la!!! going to carry it to work to show off!!!
an Anna Sui pouch which i love it so much!!! i just love the pattern la!!! damn chio!!!
Facial Mask from FaceShop... biatches, my skin not smooth enough issit?!?!?
Black pants to show my ass like what leen said
a princess accessory... i just found out how to assemble it!!!!

and a beautiful card made by my biatches!!! thank you my bitches... i really love it alot... the presents cost alot, but the card is the one that really made my day...

i was having a sucky day, and when i saw the card, my whole spirits just brighten up like a star... i cried and cried, cried so much when i was sms-ing you guys...

cos i could feel the love from here... thanks my biatches... i really REALLY appreciate it..

hee...

Had a company social dinner that day... everyone was with their partner, but my lousy bf didnt want to go with me... lucky lin was around to accompany me... hee...

Had fun... knew my boss's wife better... she's such a sweetie... i love her so much... she can talk so much till the cows come home... and she's so funny la... aiyo eh, if im a guy, i would surely marry her too... her character just brightens everyone up...!!!

am going to study now after blogging... am still comtemplating... should i buy the ninetendo DS lite when i go back to sg??? so cool mans the games there...!!!

i am also going to buy my gown for my brother's wedding...!!! hahaha... its super uber chio one... green full length dress... super chio la... hahahaha!!! shall start saving money again for my spending...!!!! what my boss said on friday was right... FELICIA??? SHE DONT KNOW THE MEANING OF SELLING STUFF ON EBAY... SHE ONLY KNOWS HOW TO BUY!!!

hahahahahhaa!!! im a self admit shopholic!!!! and im loving it!!!!

Life...

2007-09-04T11:52:00.000+08:00

LIFE!!!

well, im having some problems in a part of my life at the moment, my christian faith... i know that alot of christians will have their ups and downs in their christian walk... but i think mine this time round is a downward turn...

i shouldnt let my emotions take control of me.. i know that... but sometimes, words that people speak can be so hurting that although you dont want to put it into heart and remember it, subconsiously, it stays there with u...

A person whom i really respect said some words that were really harsh.. and thats why, im reacting the way i am now... taking a step back...

o well, hopefully after this phase, i will be back to normal again.. hopefully...

Birthdays!!!

2007-08-27T15:58:00.000+08:00

Birthdays!!! So many people birthdays in August and September that im nearly broke buying all the presents!!!

But i love birthdays!!! Both mine and other peoples' birthdays la... especially if people staying in 33 Clonmel Mews!!! Cos my aunty would always whip up nice food for us to eat!!!

Chui Lin's birthday coming up, dont know what to get for her YET...

Aunty's birthday is coming up in about a week's time.. dont knw what to get for her... alvin said get her coles voucher, cos its the most realistic, and she will need to use it...

But not very nice right? no cheng yi... cant remember how to say that in english...

Dont know what to get for her mans!!! Any ideas what to get for an aunty????

Also, PRINCESS AKA Miss Chee's birthday is coming up soon!!! hahahaha!!! 22yo mans.. super old...

So far, i've got an IPOD, a return air tix from sin-perth, and a suit for my birthday!!! hahahaha!! i love my dar dar and my daddy and my brother!!! they are in the ranking of the most precious men in my life!!!!

also, ive decided to implement a savings plan... after 1 yr of working, i realised that i've got only $1k of savings...

miserable... yes i know...

So im going to put $1k every month into my untouchable savings account till December this year... but out of this money, $1k has to go to mummy, and another $2k for my spending money in dec... hai~ sian...!!! End up i will have nothing AGAIN!!!

Why m i such a big spender???

Happy Birthday MUMMY!!!

2007-08-23T10:30:00.001+08:00

Today is my dearest mummy's birthday!!!

HAPPY 49th birthday to mummy!!!!

i miss home...................................... :(

Work Blues

2007-08-14T10:53:00.000+08:00

U know how at times, u will feel that you are in a position to help people to get a job...

but when u do, the person either didnt live up to your expectations, or the person is so different from when u guys are friends...

Working with people is tough... thats what i learnt...

And i feel that im the person who has to learn to work with people. 1st was that woman, although now we get along pretty alrite cos we dont have much to talk abt at work...

Now? i dont know if i had done the right thing in the first place, by recommending people to work together with me... Maybe, if i didnt do what i did, and my boss were to just find another person to work with me, i would have felt better.

Cos if thats the case, i wont have any expectations for that person, and the relationship would start out as colleague-relationship first.

If you are a newcomer to the job, with someone above u, would u be asking the person to do your job?

Would you always be acting smart and think that u know what u are doing?

I wont. Probably its a chinese mentality where we wont question our seniors, and we just do what we are told to do.

But yeh, ask if i did regret introducing someone to work with me... i dont know.. probably... sigh~

work has taken a downfall now...

Routine Life

2007-08-06T12:42:00.000+08:00

I've just realised, that once people start their working life, everything becomes so routine...

Go to work mondays to fridays, 8-5pm, come back home, take a lit rest, have dinner, and slack off for the rest of the day doing ironing, watching tv, downloaded series, talking to people on msn, and going to sleep...

Saturdays and Sundays are left to spend time with friends, and Monday comes along again...

Thats my life... and i never expected my life to be so routined and BORING!!!

Monday to Friday, work, den watching tv/dvds till say 11pm.... and i sleep around 11pm every nite nowadays, compared to good old uni days where i can sleep at 3-4am...!!!

Saturdays and Sundays, i will go to alvin's house, either go shopping or somewhere on Saturday, and den cooking him dinner.

Sunday is church day, and after church, both of us will just slack at home...

If i was in singapore, will my life be slightly more exciting?? I was just pondering on that... Singapore has so much things for us to do... we can go shopping at so many other places, watch movies at a cheaper price, (cinemas have my favourite sweet popcorn, unlike here...), nicer food and more choices for us to choose from...

And i dont know why i chose to stay in Perth!!! Melbourne mite be a good choice for us to go once alvin is more settled in to his working life....???? But i dont think he would ever want to go back to singapore to work...

Long hours, 'dog-eat-dog' world, lesser appraisals, lower pay, lousy weather.... nah~ i dont think i want to go back to singapore to live too either...

Oooo, me and alvin will be moving in together next yr... when we get engaged officially... hahaha!!! so looking forward to it!!! the shopping we have to do for the furniture, getting internet and all those rubbish settled... i love to do those sort of things...!!! hahaha!!! still looking for a good place for us to rent, for at least 2yrs..

Daddy got a job in singapore permanently le!!! but he still have to travel at least 50% to ASEAN countries and stuff... but thats a huge relieve to my family i guess... cos mummy is at home most of the time, alone since daddy started working at Cambodia...

I reckon its a huge blessing for my family that daddy managed to get a local job... he's not young anymore, and was feeling really dejected about looking for local jobs... and thank God that when he applied for 2 jobs recently, he actually got 2 offers... which is a real blessing...

Bro is also tying the knots with SY next yr, confirmed!!! means i can get my pretty dress from ebay!!! hahahaha!!! more shopping for me!!! and yahs, its good lahs.. at least another person in the household... heehee!!!

O well... have to get back to work... work is so boring today, all the bosses are away in sydney for conference... and the rest of us here are all zombie looking cos of the weather...

Various...

2007-07-12T14:48:00.000+08:00

i've got visitors FINALLY coming to visit me in perth!!!

For the past 6 donkey years, i havent had any friends come to visit me AT ALL!!! all my friends dont love me ya i know.. but............................................

MY DEAREST MABZ BITCH CAME TO VISIT ME!!! from last wed till sunday!!! *hurray*

I felt so bad of not accompanying her when she's here... cos i had to work...

Got no more leave left cos i took so many for my sg trip... and so poor mabz had to go out with alvin on the 1st day...

Wednesday:
Bitch arrived at 5pm, fetched her and we went back to eat dinner..

Den played mahjong with my aunty and uncle... damn pro la dey!!! both of us lost until no more money...

Thursday:
alvin brought my bitch to eat dim sum, and went to kings park for some photo-taking..

wanted to leave work at 430pm to meet my bitch and darlin, but my silly boss kept me till 510pm...

And when it was nearing 5, my brain just automatically shut down, and i couldnt concentrate... knowing that mabz and alvin were both downstairs in the car waiting for me..

boss: whats wrong? u ok???
feli: yeaa...
boss: *suspicious look*
feli: no, my friend from overseas, she has been waiting for me downstairs for over 1/2hr... together with alvin......... :(
boss: WHAT????!!?!?!? Why didnt u tell me????
feli: cos i wanted to finish the work 1st mah!!! *screak*

then my cute boss Peter went down with me to apologise to mabz and alvin... hahaha!! felt super paiseh lahs... stupid man...!!!!

den me, mabz and alvin went home, changed and went to makan korean food!!! was super bao mans... nearly burst..

Den went to burswood casino, and this stupid mabz can actually use $1.00 in the slotting machine and play for about 1hr lo... i lost the $1.00 within 5mins mans...

Alvin went to play at the dice table again, the Big/Small one lahs, den me and mabz went to sit and talk nonsense..

After that, we went to Hits Studio to sing K!!!

My gosh, after being here for 6 1/2yrs, this is my 1st time going into a KTV lo!!! haiyo eh, im such a failure mans!!!

But i enjoyed myself so bloody much singing all the oldies and just playing afool lo... darlin also sang so loud that he dont need to use mic man!!! hahaha!!!

Friday:
I left work at 2pm, and before tt, mabz went to watch Harry Potter with my cus..

mabz told me it's a huge disappointment man... but o well, i dont know how to appreciate the show... *shrugs*

After the movie, mabz walked around carousel by herself while waiting for me... she arh, so terrible mans... by the time i met her, she had this huge bag la!!! she bought this bright red roxy bag and some other stuff which i didnt really look... all together about $80 man!!! super crazy shopper that woman!!!

Met with mabz, and we went to freo to makan fish and chips!! that woman can really eat man... eat 3/4 of the seafood tray... hahahaha!!! cos i had my seafood chowder, so i shalnt fight with u over de seafood tray lo!!!

Went to freo market to jalan, i bought 2 honey combs, and she bought some emu oil or something lahs...

Went to Cold Rock later to eat ice cream!!! super shiok!!! i love cold rock!!! My 1st time also to cold rock, and its mabz who introduce me one... we had a hard time finding the cold rock place in freo, cos of my lousy directions... but ya lah!!! super nice... im hooked on cold rock liaos...

Gelare and baskin robbins are nowhere near my cold rock placing now mans!!!

At abt 7+, went to Harbourtown cos i this blur sotong didnt realise that Freo closes at 5pm on friday too... so yah, off to harbourtown... that bitch bought this really pretty top that looks so nice on her... i told her it looks nice on her but she didnt believe it... end up also buying it!!! *hiak* im such a good influence in shopping!!!

bout 930pm, i brought her to Famosa to drink bb tea and to eat the finger food... quite a disappointment man... the bb tea bubbles were like hard, and the dumpling, mabz say is covered with oil, and the fried chicken also... but the squid not bad lah!!! which is a consolation..

After that, we went back home, talk nonsense and just fell asleep...

Saturday:
Went to collect apple strudels with mabz at northbridge, den we headed to Cavasham Wildlife Park...

I tot was quite fun playin with the lazy kangaroos, but i think mabz didnt really enjoyed there cos she didnt want to touch the animals...

I was attacked by a Lama there too... idiot... that lama licked my hair and bite my jacket lah!!! lucky it didnt tear, if not im going to kill the lama man..

Went to Chocolate factory after that, and mabz spent about $40 buying bits and pieces of chocs...

Went back home, rest awhile and it was dinner time..

after dinner, we just watch our show, i was watching You Fu, and she was watching Harry Potter... i tried watching that Harry Potter, but i didnt understand wat was goin on at all... animals flying around, people whizzing the wand at one another... wharh liew... cannot take it mans...

then we had an early nite and slept till 645am... i woke up at 710am though. *hiak*

Sunday:

Sent bitch off to the airport...

Yea... thats updates on my past week!!! has been good, and i hope my mabz enjoyed herself lo...

ooo, granny is here as well... she's here to cook for me!!! hahaha!!! so far she has made curry puff and popiah for me... soon it will be my all time fav ba zhang liaos!!! hahahaha..

What else? ooo... boss is on annual leave, and im all alone in the office just doing nothing... blogging and reading peoples' blog...

Review Day

2007-07-05T10:23:00.000+08:00

Today is my review day..

Was postponed from yesterday cos the partners didnt had time.

Review wasnt as bad as i imagined it to be.... Cos of the people reviewing me i guess... The two partners are so nice and sweet, and of cos my financial planning boss who's the best boss ever!!!

I can tell him stuff like a friend, and i hope he keeps the secrets for me lahs... till now he does... which is quite good!!!

But yea.. just had the review, about my pay and stuff... and ya, thank God that i've got a pay rise..!!! pay doesnt really matter to me thou, as long as i have a good boss, thats what i always said. But ya, i will still welcome the pay rise with open arms!!!!!!!

Today one of my colleague resigned. Not a sudden decision but it really brought my spirits down alot.

James came in around the same time as me, and he's a real nice, tall, big and quiet guy.

But i guess he has had enough of the shit from this office and the bitch, and thats why he's leaving.

What i cannot accept is how they can have his review yesterday, and ask him to go off today. And he didnt even stay till the end of the day.

My boss said "thats how the bank operates". BUT WE ARE NOT A BANK!! This company is a relatively small firm, around 20++ staff... shouldnt we have more compassion towards one another? yea, i know where the bosses are coming from... James will chit chat with us and we will not work and stuff... but even he going today on a 'not so good' note is not helping us to work anyways......................................................

i have declared today as a "no mood to work" day!!! and im just going to be sluggish for the entire day!!!!!!

Poor james, dont even get to go for our End of Financial Yr lunch tml... and that idiot new work experience guy gets to go.

He's damn irritating lah... his name is chris or something... one of our big client's son... damn snobbish!!! he jammed the whole printer, and instead of asking someone to help him to do the printer, he just looked at me expecting me to do it for him and walked away.

Peter (my boss) asked me to teach him about Financial Planning and stuff, and i said "NO WAY!!!" i dont like him, and if u want me to teach a guy like him, i think 10yrs of my life will just die and wither away!!!! thats how much i hate him!!! He blasts music in his earphones so loud that me, sitting 5metres away from him can hear his music too!!!

Snobbish idiot... hate him to the max... shit mans, i think he's going to get a perm role in this firm... damn it...

alright... i shall go and make myself a cup of milo...

Review Day + After Camp Highlights

2007-07-04T14:39:00.000+08:00

Financial yr end is finally OVER!!!!!!!

I was never this stress before, not even at uni or anything when im late handing in assignments... but June 30 2007 was a mad rush lahs!!!

Stupid changes to superannuation which allows people to make contribution of up to $1mil blah blah blah shit, and then we get all the rich ass clients with millions of bucks sending us cheques to forward to here and there...

but it was fun la!!! any 1 time from mon-wed, i was handling around $3mil worth of cheque?!?!?!?! thats like enough to buy me 3 pretty houses at Waterford liaos man!!

But ya lahs... i didnt know that Financial Planning DO have stress period too!!!

Ha!! But after the whole saga, im now back to boring 'nothing to do' days again... everyday im just like waiting for stuff to be passed on to me by my boss... if not i will sit back and act busy...

Today is supposed to be my REVIEW day!!!

but its already close to 3pm, and i doubt i will get my review today!!!

Was looking forward to it though... getting to say and express myself... and not let all these ang mohs say that we asians always keep to ourselves...

but o well... will just have to wait till tml before i get my annual review...

DRAMA RETREAT 2007

i really enjoyed myself at camp!!! all the games and everything was really REALLY well planned... Thanks to the retreat committee who really assisted me heaps... thanks guys!!!!

We had 30 pizzas from Little Caesars, and i was totally disgusted las... disgusted cos when i ate my 5th piece, i wanted to puke already seeing all the pizzas!!!

but ya lahs... of cos there were people eating like 20 pieces or something... crazy people tt is!!

what i love most is de Dessert Pizza!!! Yummilious ma!!! i had the Chocolate pizza, and it was like Milk and White chocos overloaded pizza!!! super yummy lahs!!!

Pastor and family came to the retreat too... my baby kaitlyn is the cutest fattest little thing ever!!! she nows know how to say "no thank you" and "jiejie" already!!! hahahaa!!! and when i changed her diapers cos she did a big poo, she knows how to raise her legs high up and make my life easier when changing her!!!

Gosh... time really passes so fast... my baby kaitlyn is no longer a baby anymores... she's already 2yrs 2mths old... and so smart!!! love her so much...

O.. and i injure my right hand index finger at camp too...!!!

Stupid trailer bin, which has a huge metal bolt on it for shit reason lahs... scared the rubbish come out or something... I did locked the bloody metal bolt already, but o well, it came crashing down on my finger.. by the time i realise and pulled my finger out, the whole finger is red and so swollen...

Was scary mans... and i saw my middle joint shifted to the left of the finger, and i couldnt move it at alll!!!

but i went for a checkup and xray yesterday, doc said nothing to be worried about, its more than likely i burst one of the blood vessels in my finger, and thus the swelling and the bluish looking finger that i've got.

But he gave me 3 days MC for that!!! how good is that mans??? 3 days MC for an injured finger!!! hahaha!!! but i got pride one ok... i still came to work although i have MC!!! hahahaha!!! im not tt a slacker hor...???

Alright... BIG boss is back le... so cant blog anymores... have to do work!!!

Till then..

Stress Time

2007-06-27T11:09:00.000+08:00

im so stressed!!! work has been quite stressed out this couple of weeks cos of the end of financial yr period... but yeah, its all good!!! at last i feel tat i've got things to do at work unlike before!!

just finished my financial planning paper on monday, was late for my exam cos i got confused of the location... driving around the city for 45mins before i found parking... but its all good!!! cos the paper was EASY!!! hehee... at least i tot it was easy... i managed to finish it 10mins earlier somemore!!!!

Drama Camp is this coming fri, and there's so much to do!!! haiyo!!! so busy mans... 1st time organising a camp for 30++ people turnout is a great achievement for me mans!!! i never tot i will be able to organise something well... cos im just too lazy... but o well, should be ok lahs i reckon..

Just had my 1st client interview just now... 1st time i interviewed someone alone, without my financial planner. He la!!! abandon me and ask me to do it myself, but it was ok lahs.. that guy was the same age as me, and he's earning like 3times more than me!!!! hahaha.. quite cute so ya, ok lah... *lol*

Hai~ im growing fatter and fatter too!!!! must be the stress, making me eat all the chocos!!! aiyo, so hateful!!! i dont want to put on any more weight..!!!
Was looking at my past photos, and i realised my face looks like a biscuit!!!!!!!

i need to lose weight too!!!

oko... back to work... before i get caught!!!

Back to work

2007-06-14T14:13:00.000+08:00

been a long LONG time since i've updated my blog... cos i was back in singapore for 2 1/2 weeks!!!

Was really fun to be back... fun cos i managed to shop like crazy!!!! hahahaha!!!

i enjoyed every bits of shopping in singapore... goin to buy all my working outfit... was ironing all my new boughts last night, and i realise that i have enough clothes to wear for 1 1/2mths without the need to wash or iron!!! hahahaha!!! not alot lah, but still...

Bangkok was a good trip as well...!!! didnt expect me to actually spend S$500. Quite little for 4d3n, but i didnt expect myself to even fancy buying anything from bangkok ya see.....

But yah, i spent most of the money on bras...!!! the Wacoal bras there are so cheap!!! and according to my dearest rachel bitch, the quality is sooo good... soooo i bought 5 bras at 1 shot...!!!! hehee... that is quite satisfying lahs..

Den bought 1 pair of shoe, 2 tops, 1 bag, lottas snacks and my colleagues presents from there as well....!!! heehee...

Going with rachel bitchy soh was a real good experience... yes, we had our fair share of arguments... (u cannot put 2 bitches together on a 4d3n holiday without arguments!!).

Lottas things happen during our trip...

We ate KFC during our 1st day for lunch cos we were starving!!!
We had room service (i had sandwich, rach had omelette) and paid $18 for it
we had to learn how to bargain till the shop owners cant stand us,
i had severe food poisoning and was having diarrhoea and vomitting on the 2nd and 3rd day there,
rachel bitchy's hip got "kissed" by a car,
both of us went to eat Shark Fin, Birds Nest and the Crab thing,
we both went for Pedicures and did the same color, and i did a Thai massage and Rachel did her eyelash curling
we took alot of the BTS (train)
we were ogling at the cute guys that appeared out of nowhere on the last day of our trip
we got lost and walked so much!!!

Yes, thats the bangkok advanture... ask me if i'll go again, YES!!! will i go with bitchy again??? DOUBLE YES!! She's been such a good companion... we both had to look after each other, and i guess the bond between us grew stronger during this trip.

back to singapore!!! i love the shopping only lahs... and of cos the pretty and some cute guys wondering around singapore!!!

i never go out in the streets without dressing nice back in singapore. lin was asking me why... WHY??? cos singapore got quite a few cute guys lahs!!! aiyo!!!

hahahaha!!!!! im very very happy with my buys from singapore... i bought..................

3 suits (black, white and beige)
2 additional pants (grey and white)
2 skirts of the same design (cos they are pretty)
at least 15-20 working tops, and another 5 tops for jalan one
6 shoes
6 bags
1 wallet for myself
make up
and lots of other things for my colleagues, darling and also food!!!

Didnt meet up with alot of people when i was back though... cos it was the holidays and alot of them went on travelling... o well... i will be back again in dec!!! hahaha!! another time for shopping!!!!

Got to go back to work now... if not i dont know what time i will finish tonite... *shrugs*

Money matters...

2007-05-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

Been spending so much money since i came back!!! 3 days and i spent close to $1k already!!!!

But i bought alot of stuff lahs... bought pressies for my bosses, need to buy stuff for colleagues also...!!!! and i already spent S$1k!!!

goodness me!!! But lucky for me, daddy financed me abit, and i had my red packets which i didnt use....!!!! hahahaha... so i didnt spend so much lahs...

Things bought so far:
2 pairs of shoes
2 bags
1 full suit
2 pants
1 shorts
10 tops!!!!!

Actually more lahs... thats just an estimate!!! but i didnt really spend so much on myself though... was calculating, i spend 1/4 on my dear, and 1/8 on my bosses... so ya.... as a sign of comfort, I DIDNT SPEND THAT MUCH LAHS!!!

hahaha... okok... thats all for updates!!! got to go and sleep and charge up for tml's shopping again!!!

......

2007-05-23T22:10:00.000+08:00

Just realised that during the time i go back, every one will be going away on holidays as well!!! :(

Godmum will be going to somewhere... to dont know which island when i go back to sg
Linda is going to Tioman the day i go back to sg
Leen is going to BKK the 2 days b4 im supposed to come bak to perth
Denise is going to Genting for a week!!!!

What the!?!?!?!!?!! So i go back for what la when all u guys are going aways!?!?!?!? Hai~ but its also a wrong time to go back seeing that its the skol holidays in singapore for all the kids... den i will squeezing the shopping centres with them also...

Went out for a seminar with my boss... and he was laughing at how slow i walked... that man walk so fast that he always have to stop and wait for me... Thats why i dont want to go back to singapore and squeeze with people in the shopping centres...!!! HAI~

Have a long long list of stuff to buy for people mans!!! hahaha!!! not that im grumbling... i like shopping, i really do!!! Not just buying stuff for myself and also for people mahs... just buy for myself super boring mans... Need to buy some souvenirs for my colleagues... Dont know what to buy man... shall go BKK and hunt down some stuff...

Still thinking of what to buy for my boss, the 2 partners in my firm and also my dearest lin lin... Aiyo eh... headache mans!!!! going to buy their stuff in singapore, and the rest of the people from BKK. Cheaper mahs *grinz*

Got to buy my dearie's bday present also... i know what to buy for my man lahs... so easy to buy for him cos i know what he likes and stuff... but the thing is, all the stuff he likes are darn expensive one lahs... sians mans!!!

Need to do my hair also!!! mans, the money i bring back is seriously not enough... shall go and beg with my daddy and mummy for more money... hahahahaha!!!! Think dad and mum dont like me going bak le... i shop so much its bad...

O well... been real busy at work also... not complaining though...!!! hahahaha... at least now i've got something to look forward to when i go to work every day...

dont know why my silly boss pile me up with so much work this week... been going home at least 45mins later every day this week! Boss's so cute la... making me feel guilty since last week... Always telling our clients that i will be abandoning him for 2 weeks... and how he's going to survive without me...!!! So cute la!!!

Boss is really really nice... we talked alot on tuesday in de car while going for the seminar... and he's someone i can just freely talk to without feeling pressurised... o well, when i change firm, the person i will miss most is definately him.

Okok... time to go and look at my H&R notes... stupid teacher, wants to give me my exam via email next thurs when im in singapore.. told her that i mite not have internet connection cos i will be travelling... (which is true!!! travelling in between shopping centres that is)... TILL THEN!!!

2007-05-19T14:15:00.000+08:00

Weather's been pretty gloomy these few days... cloudy skys, raining and everything...

After CPA exams, i have been slacking around doing nothing mans... watching shows, packing room, and just doing nothing.

Going to enrol into the FINSIA course for financial planning this coming monday... Mans, studying never seems to stop at all... doing CPA and this other course next semester is going to be tiring!!!

Been pretty busy at work... not busy lahs, but more occupied as before... dont have much time to surf net too! hahaha!!! that is a good thing hey! at least im not bumming around that much anymores...!!!

Heading back to singapore soon... and my itinerary is planned up already! Going to chiong shopping centres from 11-9pm, and den hang out with friends...!!! Den heading to Bangkok with bitchy rach for our 4d3n shopping/massage spree, and the day before im supposed to come back, m going to do my hair!

Hair is the most impt thing to me!!! and im going to do rebonding, color and highlighting on saturday and den board the plane on sunday back to boring perth... :)

Countdown

2007-05-15T13:06:00.000+08:00

10 more days to Singapore!!!

21 more days to Thailand!!!

Super exciting!!! i cant wait to go shopping, shopping and MORE shopping!!! Also facials, massages in Thailand, clubbing.. (if my darlin allows *grinz*)

Last sunday was mother's day... i was so filial and sent 3 bouquet of flowers to my 3 mummys!!! my dearest mummy of cos, my god mum and my future mother in law!!! all thru this online floral service... i must say, their service is really good! and they delivered the flowers so efficiently!!! Worth the money mans!!!

Hai~ i miss my mummys so much!!! another 10 more days!!!!

Abby & Arthur's Wedding

2007-05-10T20:05:00.000+08:00

PICTURES from the wedding!!!!

Me, Liz & the BRIDE Abby!!!

Ps Joyce, Me & Ps Patrick

Chris & Me

Benj, Me, Benx

Darling, Me, Eu Lynn, Terence

Corrinne, Liz, Vely & Me

Yvi, Me, Inez & Karen

My man & Me

Drunkard Jack & Me

Julez & Me

Ann & Me

This dress is by far the BEST buy from ebay mans!!! Versatile, and it covers my tummy really well!!! ha!!! AND... No one else has the same dress as me!!!! *laughs*

Abit ex, but i guess its all worth it...

Managed to wear this same dress to a conference on Wednesday as well!!! So yeah, good buy yah!!! Wore it twice in a week... hahaha!!! but i shall not upload any pics tat i took on wed cos my face was SOOOO red... hahahaha!!!!

15 more days to singapore!!! *yippie*

cries

2007-05-04T11:27:00.000+08:00

exam was tough... real tough..

this stupid Corporate Governance paper was so bloody tough... i nearly puke when i saw the exam questions... to think that i was so prepared for it.. i did all the questions in the CD, did the online tutorials, read thru my notes 3 times (this is the 1st time i read my notes 3 times for all exams)

and yet i have a strong feeling im not oging to do well!!!! haiyo~

so van, if u are reading this, a note for u... dont need to study so hard one... when u go into the exam hall, everything can just change in that instant... i've experienced that for the past 15yrs of my study life already... just do your best yahs???

hai~ the only comforting thing is im going back to singapore in 21days!!!! whooohoo!!!!

2 more days....

2007-05-01T19:18:00.000+08:00

Corporate Governance exam is in 2 more days! and i havent finish tabbing my notes, reading everything and doing the online tutorial! Argghhhh!!!

i am stress because im not stress for this exam!!! i dont know why but ive really slacked alot whilst studying for this paper... NO, im not confident about it.. (i wish) but yea... lottas of stuff in this unit was done before when i did Corp Law in uni... and well, i like law so should be ok lah...

just hope to do well for this unit that i like out of all the units...

Was talking to my bro a couple of days ago, and he told me that... HE'S GETTING MARRIED!!! hahahaha!!! Will be waiting for daddy to come back from Cambodia, and they will all have to go to shuyi's family to ask for her hand of marriage...!!! how exciting??!?!!?!? And i get to be the bridesmaid!!!! hahaha!!! while talking to my bro, bro said that i was more excited than him!!!!

Haiyo... of cos i will be lah! i love my brother so much... we really have been thru alot... and im just so thankful for him.. we had our past, but what is the point in looking back at the scarred past??? So i told myself ever since i came to australia to look at the present... and thank God for bringing our family's relationship closer...

Me and my handsome cuz Charles are going to be the bridesmaid/bestman... so i will have to go back to singapore next yr when they get married... Will have to go back sept this yr also... for their engagement.... so yea!!! hahahaha!!! looking forward to it so much!!!

My mummy... mummy is finally taking her health seriously... and going to the gym every day for at least 1/2hr... for those that have seen my mum... my mum is the most slumber person u can ever find!!! She works in the morning, comes back afternoon and watches her hk DVD and sleeps till she wants to eat dinner...

worst thing is, she's addicted to pills... even though she's not sick, she will take all the pills for something la... her bag is always filled with different pills... sleeping pills, headache/leg/whatever pills... and now after she realise that people around her are all falling sick...

and also really want to thank my dearest aunt who told my mummy str8 in her face that she was overweight... mummy has finally decided to go to the gym...!!! and i nearly cried at work when she told me that over the phone..

All these yrs that i was here in perth, every time i go back and visit her, she will be herself... slumber and doing nothing about her life... i nearly cried when i told her once "mummy... pls dont waste your life away.. i want to see you there for my kids..." and i guess she knows lah... she knows how to appreciate more ever since me and daddy are always overseas...

and i love my mummy so much... although she has never ever taken care of me when i was little, never did anything as a mother (thats what she said), but i love her so much... and really, God has just blessed me and my mummy's relationship so much..

i remembered praying for reconciliation with my mummy when i first came to church... back in singapore, i barely talk to my mum... if i do, we will end up arguing and she will cane me, do everything... and i hated her when i was younger... i hated why my daddy have to marry her...

but now, i really dont knw what to do without her... although me and mummy have never been out to a shopping centre together before (im serious!), she never bought me clothes or any girl's stuff when i was younger going thru puberty, but i love her so much...

2yrs ago when i was back in singapore... i was supposed to fetch my bro to skol cos dad was overseas... and it was raining so heavily...

she jumped into the car, and both me and my brother still scold her say "aiyo... u go back inside the house and sleep la!!! why u come along??"

and when i dropped my bro at skol, she said "u know why i came along with u? raining so heavily... i dont want anyting to happen to u and kel. if anything happens, what will i do?"

last august when i had kidney stone, i told mummy i was coming back to sin... and she asked why... and i said im really in great pain... went to see doc, and found the 2 little stones tt made me lost 10kg...

before my checkup, mummy told daddy... "i dont want anything to happen to her.. if anything happens to her, i rather it happen to me 1st, dont let my daughter suffer" that is a mother's love...

i love u so much mummy.. i really do. and im going to do you and daddy and korkor proud by being successful in my career, getting my CPA and CFA, and being obedient to you.

Exams Stress~

2007-04-24T15:16:00.000+08:00

My CPA exam is in 2 weeks time!!! and i've not even finish studying!!!! still stuck at the last chapt... *screams*

And im still sick... been sick for the past 2 weeks... i totally hate it!!! Last week was bad cos i had a panic attack... and last weekend, i tot my whole system was going to be better... but i felt so sick yesterday that i went to sleep at 830pm!!! and i didnt do any studying of cos...!!!!

Tml's ANZAC day!!! And our cell group is going Bowling!!! *hippie* This wil be my 2nd time bowling in Australia mans!!! and its not too expensive i reckon... $13.50 including shoe hire for 2hrs.... cant compare to sg of cos... SG per game is only about $3bucks!!!

Jes jes is back in perth for a holiday!!! hahahaha!!! miss that blardy bitch so much mans... but she came at the wrong time... im so busy with my studies, and den the weather's been really gloomy and stuff... and she's so cute!!! she told me she's back here to shop... what nonsense??? there is more better things to buy in singapore mans!!!

and YES, im looking forward to my trip back home!!! 1 more month!!! hahahaha!!! then im going thailand with my bitchy rachel as well!!! so its going to be loads of fun!!! poor darling have to be all alone here in perth thou... cant go back with me cos he got his exams then... but yeah~ dont worry lahs dear.. i will go back and eat all your good food for you!!! hahahahaha

Work's been pretty quiet nowadays... Bitch is out most of the time doing audits and stuff.. i think was one of the plans by the directors to leave her out of the office so that there will be less conflict... that is really good hey... cos we are all enjoying the peace now in the office..

And one of the directors installed an additional partition at my work area!!! hahaha.. he said to give me more privacy!!! at 1st i felt like in a cage man!!! but now, its really much better... people who want to peep at what im doing like the BITCH would have to really stand behind me and look, which is abit too much i reckon!!! hahahaha!!!

Ok.. time to go back to work now!!! will upload drama dinner pics NEXT!!!

MY boss

2007-04-17T12:13:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY BOSS!!! not in a relationship kinda sense la!!! (my darling is all i love), but in a sense that im so blessed to have him as my boss..!!!

I expected to be treated "differently" when i came into this firm... for the fact that i was chinese.. and being chinese working in a "white" environment, we are sure bound to be looked upon, to must be able to perform blah blah blah...

But no, my boss is by far the best!! i wanted to quit a few months ago, becos of the management of the company, and yeah, last friday i went down to the conference room to have a talk with him..

ended with tears and just telling him about whats pulling me down, why i wasnt happy and everything... all becos of that woman... i know i shouldnt let her be my deciding factor to leave the company, but at that moment in time, the whole pressure was so bad that even when i hear her voice, i feel like strangling her..

i hate that feeling... and i told my boss that i want to make a full switch to financial planning and not to stay on as a tax accountant... not that i dont like the job of a tax accountant, if fact i quite enjoyed tax.. but the fact of being under her, and reporting to her my every move, worst... she will look over my desk and try to find some files when im still at my desk, going thru my things and loads of shit...

so yeah, i made the switch a couple of months ago to full paraplanning, and that bitch went to tel my boss that she's aware of me looking for another job.. hence the talk on friday... but yeah, i have to thank her as well... cos now i managed to really voice out my opinions on how i feel and not just being the quiet chinese girl who wont talk much...

But yeah, just want to say how bless i am to have him as my boss.. and i even told him that
"i will not leave the firm, at least for this yr and till next yr, unless u fire me"

Cos i really thank God for him, for blessing me with a wonderful boss who understands me, and who will just be there whenever i needed to cry... (cos he will cry together with me!!!) *hiak*

My little bundle of joy

2007-04-16T15:16:00.000+08:00

My baby is now 2 yrs old!!! Baby kaitlyn of cos!!

if only she knows how to read, this blog is for that BIG cutie of mine...!!!

Had been taking care of my little girl since she was born... she's such a blessing to many of our lives...

love the times when she's still small and cuddly, and whenever she smiles at me when i look after her every friday for the past yr... her little noises and everythin...

and now she's already 2yrs old!!! hai~ i feel old tooo...

Pics of my little baby..

Me & My darling Kaitlyn

Pastor Pat, Pastor Joyce & Baby Kaitlyn

Baby Kaitlyn, Me and Darling

Smiley Baby Ethan & ME!

& ALSO, IM NOT GETTING MARRIED NEXT YR LAHS!!! engagement ONLY!! hahaha!!!

My poor darling will be so freaked out if he thinks that i want to get married next yr!!! hahaha!! its only engagement my dear deniz jie!!! but yeh... everything will be happening next yr!!! hopefully lahs *cross fingers*

Thanks guys for all ye blessings on my engagement!! Really appreciate it lots... *smilez*

Cell Photos

2007-04-10T11:00:00.000+08:00

This post is specially dedicated to my first YA cell...
Although we have now spilt up into different cell groups, but we are still one serving God and doing God's purposes.. i miss u guys heaps!!!

my beloved CELL

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

DearEST Cell Leader Jack & Me

Updates + Relatives

2007-04-03T11:52:00.000+08:00

I am still broke from the time i updated my blog...
Money just flows out so easily...
I had to service my car last week, costs $155. Front Brake pads were 90% worn out, so had to change them, cost me about A$450. But luckily daddy was willing to subsidise for me...

Even when i went shopping with dearie, i couldnt spend much, knowing that i will have to save money for my singapore and thailand trip in 2mths time, and also my rental on mid-may...

Why am i still so broke even after working for nearly 6mths? i mean, i have savings lah, in this dreamsaver account, but i vouched never to touch it unless in real emergency... but yeah, why am i still so broke??? arrggghhh!!! o well, i love thursdays though!!! thats my pay day!!! hahahaha!!

Lottas things happening back in singapore... Grandma couldnt walk all of a sudden... she couldnt even walk to the toilet... which is kinda bad. Her other leg is giving her problems as well. Apparently, her right side hip bone has shattered into pieces inside her body, and they will have to operate her asap when the docs get the fake limp and stuff. I know she's real worried about it, her age and everything.. and now is a more severe operation. Issues happening back in singapore also worries her, my uncle's case and my other aunty has to go thru an op to remove a tumour in her womb.

Things happen for a reason... and i know she will be fine... pls keep my extended family in prayers...

On a happier note, me and dearie discussed about marriage!!! hahaha!! that silly boy is so afraid of getting married la... scared of babies and committment!!! what nonsense!!!

But yeah, WE HAVE FINALLY DECIDED TO GET ENGAGED MID OF NEXT YR!! confirmed!! hahaha... and will get married probably 2-3yrs after that.. so yeah, we will be legal from next yr onwards!!!

I was expecting a "no" answer from my mummy and daddy...
thinking that im only 23 next yr and wanting to get engaged...
but daddy and mummy agreed!! hahaha..!!! Dear's parents are even better, thought that we are getting engaged this yr, and married next yr!!! his mum cant wait to have grandchildren mans!!! hiak! unlike my parents!!! MY mummy dont know how to take care of babies... she knows, but she's scared also... so i guess i will have to go back when my sis-in-law gives birth!!!

Thats all for updates!!!

Latest Happenings

2007-03-27T12:13:00.000+08:00

This week had been a real busy week...

Wednesday was the last cell group we had together.. YA is going to split up, and i was feeling really sad when Jack started the Thanksgiving thing... Jack shared, and like, i was looking at huey yin and she was on the verge of tears...!!! and me too... but yeah, it was a real good time spent for the past 9mths or so in this cell...

Jack's cell is really fun to be in... Like what benx said, our cell members are really here for a reason... we have all kinds of people in our cell, and when newcomers come in, they would feel at ease cos there will be at least one person alike them... *hiak* but yeah, we will be splitting up, and i will know who's cell im in on wednesday!!! hai~

Been studying for my CPA and also the H&R Block course.. CPA exam is on 3rd May, H&R Block test is 3 weeks from now... really dont know how anyone can cope with full time work + studies mans... and yeah, this term is abit heavy on me cos im taking the H&R Block course as well... but yeah, its going to finish pretty soon i hope... another 2mths or so...

Saturday went to Wembley Driving Range with dar for his golf lesson... Was so tempted to buy a glove to start practising golf again... i mean, its not something very fun like other sports, but if u really want to climb up the corporate ladder, u must do what the people at the management level are doing...
And yeah, i will start taking up golf again.. pretty soon for that reason...

Went to IKEA after dar's golf practise to buy photoframes... Me and Dar ended up walking IKEA and deciding what we want to do for our future home... hahahaha!!! he can design the whole thing lah... since he always think that he's so creative.. and yeah, we ate the Hotdogs as well!!! super yummy mans!!!

Sat nite, dar cooked Fried Hor Fun with egg sauce for me... its actually his housemate who cooked for us la... but yeah, was really quite nice... shall try to cook it next time!!! hehee..

Saturday nite also, darling had a terrible toothache... was so bad that he teared.. i asked him if he wanted to ask the dentist to open the emergency room for him so that they can operate him... but it costs $500 and i said i will fork it out 1st... but he said no and took panadols to overcome the pain..

Sunday morning, skipped church to go to the dentist... dar had his tooth extracted... he was really sad i can see... but there's nothing much he can do since that tooth was infected... he went bak to sleep after that... when i woke him up to eat something, he was having high fever... shivering and everything... and i gave him more panadols... which seem to help temporary..

monday we brought him back to the dentist... stupid dentist, still want to collect money for consultation although it was really their fault... it was a bad infection and they didnt give him any antibiotics, thus he had to go thru the double infection process... but yeah, i will complain to the Dental Association some time soon..

yeah... and just when i was cooking my instant pasta in the oven, i burnt myself!!! shit..

need to go for staff training now...

BROKE

2007-03-15T15:51:00.001+08:00

I'M OFFICIALLY BROKE!!! Only left $30.00 in my bank account.. *sobs*

Next thursday pls come quick!!! I need my pay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-03-14T12:37:00.000+08:00

Been looking at many houses to stay for the past couple of months.. Was supposed to move out, but yeah, ended up staying put at my aunt's place, and upping my rental of cos... cos i felt bad of paying so much lesser as compared to the other girls..

Yea, so for the time being, am going to stay put at my aunt's place till alvin graduates and find a job... hopefully things will go well and he will start earning big bucks and he will give me loads of money to spend!!! *hiaks*

Nothin much happening now... Lets see, work wise, today was kinda bad.. cos this guy made a mistake and accidently sold off some shares worth about $10k while the client wanted to retain it... stupid guy... i was the one that did the Statement, and all he could do is just read before he did that!!! The company may have to pay the client back $10k for his silly mistake, but thankfully, this share was recently rated SELL... so then my boss could justify the guy's mistake... but yeah, lottas explanation to the client, and me re-doing everything... but now, its ok!

Im officially broke... so broke that my bank is only surviving on 2 digits... all cos of the rental payment... my uncle suddenly wants 2mths in advance, which is weird... so this week, my budget will be very tight... but next thursday when my pay comes again, its all gonna b just right!!! thats the advantage of getting paid weekly mans...

Was talking to lin awhile ago asking her about the leave and stuff.. cos in Australia, companies will close for abt a week for christmas... and den the staff are basically given "forced leave" of 3 days... so i was calculating and i was thinking of going back to SG on 21st Dec, and coming back on 1st Jan. 11 days break during christmas, and den out of which i took 3 days annual leave cos of the forced leave thing.. and den i will go back in Chinese New Yr...!!! hahaha.. leaving my dearie all alone by himself... still thinking if i should do that anot... but yeah, CNY in singapore is boring, but here in perth, we basically dont celebrate it AT ALL!!! How boring is that??? i mean, yeah gathering with friends and my aunties, but thats about it... i want to be able to go and get ang baoz, go and eat and visit all my relatives..!!! so yeah, should i or should i not go back???

O well.. time to get back to work again... that stupid woman just came by my desk and asked me to do something for her... witch!!!

A Place to Stay

2007-03-06T09:04:00.000+08:00

Havent had any luck looking for houses.... Guess i will have to move to the $150pw room...
Went to see this house near my aunt's place... not too bad, just that the house's not quite new..
5 people stayin in that house, 4 girls and a guy.. and the girl from the Master Bedroom will be moving out..
so the owner asked if i want to take that place..

I didnt want to spend so much on accommodation actually, but really dont have any luck looking for a decent place to stay recently.
Toying with the thoughts of just telling my aunty that i will pay more, and just continue staying here... i wont mind paying more, cos i really dont have to worry bout anything... food is provided... nice room, and it gives me a very homely feeling...
but i guess, i have to step out of my comfort zone...

now, just waitin for the girl thats stayin in that room to come back from melbourne... before anything is confirmed.
and i stil need to borrow money from daddy to pay for the upfront rental!
hai~ not enough money this month mans.. there's my car maintenance, insurance, and den now the house..
Gosh... im broke!
but yeah, think daddy will be nice enough to lend me some money 1st... hahaha

Did a silly mistake at work last week... felt so guilty about it.
Boss asked me to complete the form to sell shares... and i DID! and i still send it off...
Went into my boss's office, and told him... then he told me that he wanted to hold on to the sell form 1st..
cos the share market has been really bad!
gosh! i didnt read the news! how would i know the share market plunge by so much? and i felt really bad that day.

but today, he came by and told me that on friday, the sharemarket plunged even further... and he said at least i saved the client quite a bit by selling then.. *phew*

Yesterday was Labour day... a scorching day too!!! i was totally burnt mans! Went to some place to snorkel with dear, and i didnt put enough sun block.. now, my whole body is in a disgusting red color, with rashes cos of the stupid heat!!! but it was quite fun cos i finally know how to use the snorkel!!! hahaha!!!

Yeap... thats all for updates!!! will be going to Panchos (my new favourite restaurant) for company's dinner later!!! hahahaha!!!

2007-03-02T15:17:00.000+08:00

Finding a place to stay is soo tough...!!!
been looking for the past 2months, havent been able to find a suitable one just yet... hopefully the one that im going to view this sat will be ok...
i dont want to stay at my aunty's house anymore... its a gorgeous place, nice food by my aunty every single day, room with queen bed + toilet all to myself...
but i just dont feel good staying there any longer.. was supposed to move out last december, but cos of my PR, i stayed put till now... and i've told my aunty that i'll move out by april
its not really good to be staying with them cos they are doing homestay students... comparing to what the homestays are paying... im just like.. living off them... and i dont like that feeling

neither does my uncle i think... not that he dont welcome me, but i guess.. its hard..

I NEED A PLACE TO STAY!!!!

On a happier note, this monday is Labour Day!!! hiak!! Its a holiday for working people and skool kids only apparently!!! But not for the uni students!!! hahaha!!! can sleep in and be a pig!!!

Am thinking of joining the golf club from curtin... not sure if i should... cos had a bad experience from about 10yrs ago when i was training
At the driving range, i swing and was supposed to hit the stupid ball, but guess what? my golf club flew off as well... it nearly hit that poor person who was collecting the balls... mans.... that was a super bad experience!!! And daddy was shaking his head after that!!!

But yeah, darlin was asking if he should join the surfing club or the golf club... and i was thinking of joining the golf club with him...!!! Should i??? *grinz*

Updates

2007-02-23T12:57:00.000+08:00

CNY wasnt that bad afterall... Maybe cos i am blessed with 2 aunties here..
We had reunion dinner on sat... yummy steamboat!!!
Played Mahjong till 1230am cos we werent supposed to sleep. Chinese saying, we should sleep past 12 to bless our parents with longevity...
CNY Day 1: Went to church early... After church came back home for lunch, played Dai Dee and more Mahjong!!!

hahaha... being chinese, we gamble all day long... ok lahs, didnt lose that much...

Although i know the CNY spirits arent as festive as my famiy celebrating in singapore, but nonetheless, i feel really fortunate to be blessed with 2 auntys here who would cook and celebrate with me..

Lottas church events coming up!!! There's CNY dinner tonight for our cell... Looking after my baby kaitlyn and renee tml, Mamak Nite tml, Freshies 2 weekend from now...

Been really bored at work today... Work ever since i change to the bright side was really good... We went for a breakfast yesterday (7am) at Burswood Grand Ballroom, and i must say the presentation was AWESOME!! Had an Income Tax course yesterday which will last for the next 16weeks... thats bad though... The teacher is horrible!!! She teaches us as though we are in high skol!!! "EVERYONE, PLS DO YOUR HOMEWORK, AND I WILL COLLECT IT RANDOMLY FROM YOU GUYS... IF YOU DONT DO YOUR HOMEWORK, WELL... IM NOT YOUR MUM" blah blah blah...

Been talking to a colleague. and we were discussing how studies doesnt end even though u graduated from Uni with a degree... She feels pressurised by the directors asking her when she's going to do CPA and stuff... but she's not ready to comit into that yet... yeah, CPA is a never turning bad thing... once u start, u cant back out.. u must go on till u complete it... which is rougly 3 1/2yrs in total...

Studies and more studies~ hai~ now, am looking for house somemore... am not going to stay at aunty's house anymore... mans, no more nice food... *cries*

New look

2007-02-15T14:54:00.000+08:00

New skin, new look... Really liked the skin, and the thing was, i managed to do it MYSELF..!!!
Not that i designed it myself of cos, i took it from Blogskins, but i managed to update it myself without much difficulty hey? the only thing was the tagboard disappeared to somewhere... hai~ am still waiting for gracie to check where my tagboard disappeared to....

Sigh, another 2 days is CNY Eve le... People in singapore will all be going to Chinatown, having reunion dinner with their extended families and stuff....
ME??? poor me... all alone here in perth, stil have to work somemore... but lucky thing is that im blessed with 2 aunties who would still prepare steamboat for me and give me angbao!!! *hiak*

Work's been pretty good... for the 1st time, im actually smiling and loving my job so much that i dont mind staying longer to work, and sacrificing my lunch hour to work as well... Boss's pretty nice, asked if i wanted tix to watch AFL and go Rottnest for free and accommodation included somemore as well... *hiak* will think about it lahs..

Man, i just got the payment for my car insurance... its $700. That is alrite, the bad thing is, the excess that i have to pay in case i get into an accident is super alot mans, cos of the accident i had last yr... i have to pay $1,350 if i claim anything this year... so shall be a good girl and drive carefully... guess thats the only good thing mans...

Dearie just finished his exams... Really scared me cos his paper was supposed to end at 3, but he called me at 230pm... so its either good or bad news... turns out to be VERY GOOD NEWS!!! he didnt expect himself to do so fast, and he thinks he can get Distinction... smart aleck... its because all of us had been praying for u around the clock u smug boy..

Yeah, so will be going shopping with him later... probs garden city... go and visit my dear saemi and get some cheap stuff from her korean shop!!! nice stuff, but over the price kind.. and she promised she will give me a discount on stuff!!! hehee...

So yeah, till then!!!

FREE

2007-02-13T11:35:00.000+08:00

I cannot believe what i just did yesterday... m so proud of myself...
I finally pluck up the courage to tell my Financial Planning boss i want out of Tax...
Have been struggling so hard to do that, but i really am so happy that i finally told him and got it off my chest.

I didnt tell him its because of that bitch that caused me so much misery...
Because of that bitch,
I cried because i was afraid to go to work
I cried because of her when she forced me to work till 630pm when i was here for the 3rd week
I cried because i never felt so terirble being an asian
I cried because i hated myself

At long last, im free!!! ha!!! am so impressed with myself when i told my FP boss i want out of tax
He looked at me and asked me why
And i said "its my choice... i dont want to do tax anymore... i do have interest in tax, just that, i dont want to do it anymore"
It was quite bad when i said that, cos i really wanted to cry... i held back my tears, and i tink he saw it... so he said ok... calm down..

And finally!!! he said... i wanted you to become a full time financial planner long time ago... and now u finally said it out yourself, thats good.

Later on, went to talk to that 2 faced bitch manager... 1st she said she was impressed with my work, in fron of my boss of cos
Next she said that she felt that i was learning slower as compared to the other grads, maybe cos im doing FP and Tax
But o well, heck care... the directors really liked me for my performance in tax during my review, they said that i learnt fast and grasp the meaning faster than the rest of the grads.. that 2 faced bitch is born racist... so i cannot be bothered with her..

what for???

SO now, im free!!! hehee..!!! m so happy... i came to work today smiling... havent been smiling for the past 5mths at work... and now, i finally feel FREE!!
Im still doing my CPA, and also going to pursue if possible, my CFA... trying to get qualifications to cover up my lousy Bachelor's degree..
Hopefully m able to do it...

Thank you God..

singapore? melbourne?

2007-02-05T11:17:00.000+08:00

i dont know where should i head to...
Should i leave perth and try starting anew in Melbourne?
Or should i return to Singapore???

Am so confused... i like melbourne... me and alvin really enjoyed melbourne so much, we were thinking of moving there after he graduates... who knows? he might get a job there, and i will follow him there.. there's just so much things to do in melbourne... the lifestyle is quite similar to singapore, which is a plus point...
and we were discussing... during our break, we can drive to the surfing town Torquay, or just go Skiling in the mountains...

+ points of Melbourne:
Good environment to work
Place where me and alvin loves and can see future in
Not much change of living expenses as compared to Perth
BIG PLUS POINT - Better job opportunities

- points of Melbourne:
No friends
Need to start anew
Starting up is not an easy task
Not able to rise in position
BIG MINUS POINT - Being chinese, is never easy in Australia

The other choice, and a more "returning to our comfort zone" choice is of cos going back to Singapore.

+ points of Singapore:
Our friends and families are all back in singapore
Ability to rise in positions faster as compared to australia
the living expenses are lower, cos we dont need to rent a place, and food is so much cheaper
BIG PLUS POINT - ITS OUR HOME

- points of Singapore:
The pay will be lower as compared to australia
lifestyle more hectic
terrible working hours
competitive people
BIG MINUS POINT - THE PEOPLE

Seems weird.. but everytime i go back to sg, it takes a long time for me to get adapted to the environment... Living in perth for the past 5yrs has really changed me heys?

O well... any opinions??? no matter what, me and alvin would not be living in Perth, and thats for sure. its either melbourne or singapore...

miracles

2007-01-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

just watched a beautiful show, Life is a Miracle... a true life story by christians...

its a touchin show, on how this girl, having fight and lived thru colon cancer, found herself with a tumour in the spine 3 yrs after that...

she had to go for chemo and radiation. it was her husband who took the cross in his hands, and walked together with her on the aisle known as "dead man walking"

with only 2mths to live, she became an angel to other people's lives, helping them to walk thru the path.

what really touched me was the strength that she and her husband had... although she tried to matchmake her husband with her best friend, knowing that she will be dying, the husband still told her "i love you... only"

The biggest fear in life is not death, but hopelessness. The verse of the show...

no more

2007-01-30T13:42:00.000+08:00

i cant take it anymore...

i cannot stand working here anymore...
its not that i dont like this place, its the people that's making me real uncomfortable...

i dont mind people lecturing me for something that i've done wrong
but i just cannot stand the fact that even there is nothing wrong, they have to be against us asians.. why? is this a way to show that they as caucasians are superior?

bullshit!!!

i hate this place, i hate that bitch and that male withc, i hate them to the core...
yet i cant do anyting about it... i cant go and tell my financial planning boss that i dont want to do accounting work becos of them...

that will make me sound so childish...
As lin said... "What to do? just bear with it lo" but how long do i have to bear with it?

im practically dragging my feet to work every single morning.. i hate that feeling...
i want the feeling to want to come to work, not the feeling of being forced to...
sigh~ God, pls help me..

tired..

2007-01-23T11:33:00.000+08:00

work has been as usual, boring again..

i hate it when i've got nothing to do
i hate it when im just sitting here surfing the net while others look so busy
i hate it when the bitch walks behind my back and stares at my screen
i hate to hear that racist bitch voice
i hate to work
i hate...

Yes, i hate the company, i cant wait till its the end of the yr, and then i will look for other companies to work... I need to have at least 1 yr before moving on, if not my resume will look extremely horrible... i just cant understand how some people are so busy at work, whereas i can sit here and do nothing for the entire day... i've even told my boss, "ive got nothing to do, do u have anything for me?" and all he said was "Wait"

yeah, so now, waiting for work, and waiting for my lunch time.. luckily this week is a 4 day week cos of australia day... if not, i think me and chui lin will seriously kill ourselves hey...

on a happier note, i've got my leave approved!!! m looking forward to heading back to singapore mans!!! going back to sg on the 27th of May, and coming back on the 10th June.. and me and rachelsoh_superbitch are going THAILAND!! whoooo!!! we'll be goin on 5th-8th of June... got free 1 way tix, and everything added in including hotel accommodation is only S$230??? Dirt cheap!!!

Yeah, sorry my bitchy group for not calling u guys along... i book it in a haste also... rachel was like "huh?? Really??? We going to thailand together??" but yeh, bitches, u've got skols and work to go, so yeah... we shall do it TOGETHER another time ok???

so now, i just have to book my return flight for tiger airways... it costs about S$550 for a return airfare.. not too bad i reckon...

ok, got to go nw... lunch time!!!

Tiger Airways!!!

2007-01-17T12:19:00.000+08:00

tiger airways is flying to perth!!! yeah!!! means i will be able to get cheap tix!!!!

was checking out the air tix from perth return, all in incl tax, is about A$450.00. Dirt cheap mans... compared to Qantas and SQ... hahahaa!! am so tempted to book a flight now mans.. just have to count the number of annual leave days i've left... hahahaha!!!

Air Asia is giving out free air tix!! im thinking of booking to bangkok... if darlin not going back to sg, maybe my bitches would want to go with me leis??? hahaha!! dirt cheap lahs.. go and check it out babex!!!

Break-in

2007-01-15T11:36:00.000+08:00

Stupid thieves... break in and smashed my car window on saturday... stupid thieves..

Me and dear were at north freo beach that day, and we left everything in the boot, thinking that it will be safe... Who knowS?? these smart disgusting thieves were eyeing on us, and actually broke my car window to steal dear's bag and my empty bag!!!

When we went to the beach about 3pm, everything was fine... car was good.. when we came back, CAR WAS STILL GOOD!!! dear went to take a shower and wash his snorkel for 5mins, while i went to bath.. and GOTCHA!! the disgusting thieves attacked my car window, smashed it with a ginger beer bottle, opened my boot, and took dear's bag which had his wallet, 2 singlets, shorts, sunnies, and mobile... my little silly dear didnt realise that they actually took his stuff after quite long! Ha!! i came back from my shower, and realise the window broke.. i actually felt something in me to ask me to go back to the car quick... and when i did, i saw the glass shatters, and i was like "o shit, there goes my hi-fi, phones, camera and wallet... o shit"

but guess what?? The disgusting thieves did not take any of my stuff, although i put everything into the glove compartment... and didnt take the hi-fi either!!! i was thinking, why would they not take the hi-fi when its just pressing the button to detached it from the system, and could easily fetched $200?? but they are even smarter!! they actually open the boot and took my empty bag, and i swear it was empty... and dar's bag... they are quite smart not to take my beach bag, cos it had nothing but my wet towel hey??

o well.. its lost, + a smashed window, made the police report, and all the stuff.. had a temp window fixed up yesterday morning with HBF... they are good hey.. super effective.. me and dar had a call in the morning from the police telling us they found 2 bags... and that was then i realised "shit.. where is my black sling bag??? it got stolen too??" that sneaky slimy thieves!!! shit face!!! but yeah, they found our bags, the stuff lost was dar's wallet, driver's licence, and mobile... why would they want a lousy mobile that will die in 1hr even if the battery is fully charged? i wonder... haahahah!!

O well.. lesson learnt... when going beach, bring $10 and no wallets, nothing, no phones nothing... this is what we will get in australia, and wont happen in singapore.. if this happened in singapore, it will be in the news and everything, but here, breaking windows are so common man!!

hai~ is this a sign for me to head back to singapore????? *wonderS*

Home..

2007-01-12T09:14:00.000+08:00

Home.. i miss home... why??? the feeling is so overwelming... its even worst than the past 4 yrs of studying here in perth...

anyway, this was an email i wrote to one of my babex...

i was having very very extremely bad depression when i came back... my nose bled continuously for 3days, i was having giddy spells, and i was missing home so badly, i told myself, i want to abandon everything here and head back to sg for good... it was that bad.. i cried and cried non stop on the phone with alvin, i told him "i want to go home"

and he really tot something was wrong with me... cos i never in fact wanted to go back to singapore right? u guys know what... i treat as though my whole life is committed to australia le... but i was having so bad home-sick that i really nearly book the next air tix to go back to singapore lo... i hated working, not workin as in working, but working in this enviro... i hate being look upon, i hate people staring at my computer when im typing, i hate the fact that im giving no privacy, i hate it that im asian, and being the only 2 asians in the company, i hate the fact of racism in this company...

i wanted to end it all, head back to sg for good, and at least i know, even though i will get longer hours, even though the pay will nt be as good, at least, i dont have to face racism... politics in the company is hard enough, what more racism heys? i was so depressed, i just slept and cried everyday.. only became better this monday cos when my financial planning boss came back, at least i got something to look forward to going work too...

now, i just had my review yesterday, and then... i had a pay increment of $2k for the yr... its not alot, but yeah... i mean, i seriously dont really mind about my pay lo... just enough to keep me surviving, pay my rent and my bills, im more than happy... but, during my review, both my bosses were very satisfied with me... and they say i was outstanding.. and also, i managed to voice out my feelings of not being given enough work to do, and time passes very slowly for me becos of tt... now today, they are starting to have confidence in me and giving me work to do lo...

mabx, i think i will still go back for good... i want to slog my life out... i dont want to be such a slumber and do nothing most of the time... time passes very slowly mans.. o well, probably next yr lahs, if i can tahan, i would go back to singapore for good next yr.. and not come back to this lonely island ever again...

yes, i know your babe sounds like she's going thru depression. im... but thankfully, alvin is here with me... luckily... and things are not as bleat as before... but o well.. its ok...

A pay increment, more work to do... hopefully, these will stop me from being so super homesick... shall call daddy when he comes back from hk and discuss with him.. hai~

I wanna go home..

2007-01-09T08:18:00.000+08:00

I wanna go home... Go home for good... and never come back again...

Graduation Pictures!!!

2007-01-08T13:51:00.000+08:00

MY studio pictures!!!!! hehee... me and my family!!!! Just going to tell the uncle to do some photoshop to my face... i was so bloated then!!!! Must be the TCC food that me and dear had before we headed to take the pictures... hehee... here goes!!!

ME!!!

Me and Family...

Singapore Trip

2007-01-05T08:24:00.000+08:00

Went back to SG on 21st, came back on 1st... ITS TOO SHORT!!! i didnt manage to meet up with people, did got get much time to spend with my bitches, did not spend enough time with my family!!!! arrggghhh!!! but i guess if i stayed any longer, i would turn into a grouchy pig... The weather is horrendous, and the dust is terrible!!! i couldnt sleep at all when i went back!!!! and the people in town!!!!!! and the rain!!! eekksss!!! But overall, a trip i really enjoyed, and good quality time spent with my babes... attached are some pictures that i took at 2am with my babes.. The reason why we look so BLUR...!!!!

hehee... love u guys bits!!!!

Grace, Me & Linz

Mabz & Me

Bitches Club

Rachel & me

PR

2006-12-19T10:16:00.000+08:00

I'VE GOT MY PR!!! *whistles*

Since its almost the end of the yr, i shall write my "end of the yr" entry

This yr had been a really good year for me.. xcept for the little problems that i had with my kidney, and my fever which lasted for 5days... o well...

Other than that, its a good year.. Thank God... All these while, i think God has really blessed me alot.. Praise reports:

1) i failed my concepts paper, but i still managed to get a Conceded Pass for that paper in the end..
2) pass audit with credit and external reporting.. which is a super tough paper.. people doing accounting in Curtin will agree with me on that...
3) PR progress later on was smooth... everything was done really quick.. the fingerprints, IELTS, singapore and australia police clearance... the entire process was good..
4) Job. Got a job immediately since i came back from singapore for my kidney stone. Chuilin introduced me to her accounting firm as a temp receptionist, and they converted me to a full time Tax/Paraplanner after that.
5) CPA. Managed to pass my very 1st paper.. which i think its a huge achievement for me.. i've been telling every single person that im so going to failed, i even dare not to tell my parents about it... But thank god, i managed to pass it...
6) Air tix. I was not supposed to go back this december, but daddy asked me if i wanted to go back, and i could use his frequent flyer points... So there i was, trying to book myself a flight in October.. but all the flights were full. the only thing i could do was waitlist on 21st... AND once again, i managed to get the flight...
7) Relationship. My relationship with Alvin is ever strong... i know i should not be so confident, but im so sure that he is the man i want to live with for the rest of my life. He make me believe in true love... all his sacrifices that he's done for me... and we had our very 1st anniversary few weeks ago... i adore him so much... !!!!
8) Family matters.. every thing back home is good.. mummy won lottery twice, bro found a job and is continuing his degree, daddy is working at Cambodia, Yemen and Oman as his consultant job, granny is ok after her hip replacement op, everything is fine...

Yes... praise reports... thats whats been happening in my life... and i gotta thank God for all the miracles and good happenings in my life...

Another day to go before i head back home for a good deserved holiday!!!

2006-12-13T14:32:00.000+08:00

How can i complain about people not updating their blogs when im not updating mine as well? *hiak*

Been really "busy" at work... yes, its in "" cos i am so free at work... there's time for me to go toilet breaks, tea breaks, even updating blog and reading blog breaks... yes i know, what a fun job hey? but i guess the feeling of nothing to do overtime is very..... siens as what Seng would say... Imagine just sitting here, doing nothing much and earning money from the company.. not that i earn alot, but still, it makes me feel useless to be in this company at times... seriously... i will feel as though i cant contribute much to the company.

Had a talk with my Financial Planning boss about it... and like, i feel bad that i cannot lighten his load at times when he's got so much up his sleeve. I want to help, but being just a rookie, 2 mths into the job, i guess its hard for the seniors to really trust me with work at the moment hey? Im not complaining as long as people are willing to teach, im ever willing to learn...

Been working here 2 months now, and although this company is small, there's still politics flying around... Why when humans are placed together, there will also be fights and arguments and back stabbing and no harmony? Guess its just us humans, the way we are..... Can feel like, this manager who's racist.. she's really harsh towards me and lin cos we are the only 2 asians... i tot i was the only one feeling it, but lin told me she had the same treatment when she was new too... as compared to the other 3 grads that came in, i can really feel the difference on how she's treating me as to treating them.. but i guess this is just part and parcel of working and living in a foreign land other than yours hey?

I really wanted to go back to singapore for good a while ago.. couldnt stand all these racist treatment and everything.. how people will stare at u when u are driving, cos u are an asian, buying all the nice houses and cars... but i was talking to alvin's housemate's girlfriend, an indian teacher in singapore.. she said that she experienced it all the time... even though singapore is such a diversified, multi-cultural country, her colleagues still kinda cornered her cos of her race, and she's used to the treatment... Sigh~ how sad can that be?

I was talking to dear about maybe heading back to sg for good... in a couple of yrs time.. probably the end of 2009 will sound good.. i will then grad fully from my CPA and also with that extra 1 yr, i can do my citizenship here. save the hassle of travelling up and down to fulfill my PR thing... thats the plan for now.. anyways, i have to wait for him till he completes his degree and gain some working experience here...

Counting down to the days that im going bak... darlin maybe going back on the same flight as me!!! hahaha.. good and bad... i told him that if i were to go out with my friends and bump into him on the streets, i will ignore him and dont bother that he's my bf... or even if a guy came up to me and ask for my number, and he's there, he cannot do anything about it... hahaha!!! but yea. my dear is a super fun person to be with... i love him loads!!!!

Counting:
7days to fly back
5 gruelling days at work...

20 Days!!!

2006-12-01T13:23:00.000+08:00

20 more days till the day i go back to singapore!!! i am not usually excited about going back, but now, i seriously cant wait to go back...

Maybe cos after starting work, i really need a break.. even the weekends seem so short and pass so quickly.. i really need a long proper break, and its real good that i managed to get my flight on the 21st!!! shopping eating shopping eating, HERE I COME!!!

Today, 1st December 2006 marks me and alvin's 1st yr anniversary together.. may be no biggie to loads of people, but to me, its my 1st time celebrating an anniversary!!! really happy la...!!! hahaha.. that goes to show that we have managed to be together for the past 365 days... these days werent easy... we had our share of fights, arguments, tears... but also joy, laughter and fun thru these time..

I love my baby... hehee...~ okok.. time to eat finish my lunch and carry on with my boring work so that i can go home at 430pm!!!

Oooo.. daylight saving is starting here in Perth on Sunday!!!! *hippie*

MISC

2006-11-21T13:23:00.000+08:00

work's been really busy these couple of weeks... doing both financial planning and tax is harder than i expected... i used to love tax when i was in uni, but when u come to the REAL world, there's lottas other things that u must learn hey...

2 of my best frens bday are coming up soon... rachel on 23rd and leen on 27th... o man, sorry babes i cant go back in time for your bdays cos im down here slogging my life.. o well.. if i dont, i wont have any money le... as for your bday pressies, sorry... all of it will be delayed!!! hahaha. there is nothing much to buy here in perth, so i will buy for u guys when i go back yahs??? hehehe...

Yeah... on a happier note, i will be flying back on the... 24th of december.. still on waiting list for 21st.. wonder if i can get it anot.. i applied for 2 days leave mans, on 21st and 22nd... so it will be a real pity if i cant get the flight hey!!!!

Yehh... what else is that to update? Dear and my uncle went abalone fishing last sunday!!! hahaha.. managed to catch 23 in total... dear called 8 only, ok, shall not say only.. its quite a good achievement thinking that its his 1st time and also he didnt had the proper gear on leis!!!! we are going again this sunday!!! i just dont understand why must we wake up at 555am to go and catch them.. why cant we go in the afternoon when there is low tide? haiyooo...

This coming saturday is Amazing 6Race!!!! oooo... looking forward to it mans.. although i cant participate, i know its going to be super the duper good... went for a few of the committee meetings, and i know that this is going to be super good lo..!!! seriously!!!! The games and prizes and everything... o mans!!! i feel so charged up for this event!!! this is going to be the BOMB!!!!

Ha.. yeah, eating my lunch now and havin my lunch break... better go back to worrkkkk...

work

2006-10-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

working for the past 2 weeks... been really fun... it pays off to get a good boss hey? at least my boss is real understanding and kind, and nice... although i didnt had financial planning backgrd, he was willing to teach me from scratch...!!! im starting to love working hey???

besides working.. CPA is coming up!!! its this coming thursday.. 5 modules, and i have only completed 3 1/2. Why must they make 1 module 70pages??? man... its really tough working and studying at the same time. no time. no time for anything, no time for going out to even get a breather sometimes...

will be heading back to singapore in december! hee... looking forward to tat trip cos will be going to bangkok with darlin for a 4d3n thing as well.. hahaha.. my boss has been really nice.. asked me to take additional week leave.. shall not do that hey.. wont create a good impression as well...

been really bothered these few days.. whether to move out, or to stay.. i really dont know.. its really comfortable here, apart from the little arguments the family has. aunty is really a brillant lady... so nice, so sweet.. takes really good care of me.. during the times that i had the sudden migraine attacks and my kidney stone problem, she was there, every single day to take care of me, cook for me, visit me in my room.. i will miss her so much if i move out.. i dont know if i should hey...

sigh~

Pictures from Graduation!

2006-10-05T12:38:00.000+08:00

heeheee.. finally!!!!! The graduation is over, and here are the pics!!!!!! ENJOY!!!

Graduation

2006-10-01T23:21:00.000+08:00

FELI'S GRADUATION CEREMONY is on Tuesday!!! Hippie!!!

A day that i value more than my 21st bday that had just past... a day that i know, my parents will be so proud becos of all the struggles that they went thru to put me thru college and then to uni... a day, a day where i will wear my Regalia, hold my letter proudly and welcome the future of a working adult...!!!

Im so excited about my graduation!! hahaha... its at Perth Convention Centre, 730pm... hope to see u guys there.. especially close friends of mine!!! then we can happily take pics and everything yahs!!! hahaha..

Yeah... thats all from me now... daddy is in my room sleeping now, snoring away.. hee.... time for me to sleep soon too!!!!

I FOUND A JOB!!

2006-09-30T10:06:00.000+08:00

hippie!!! i finally found a job!!! hahaha... a PERMANENT one that is...

was working in EKS, this medium size tax company lah.. as a temporary receptionist for 1mth only... 2 days before i was due to quit, the Financial Planner came and asked me if i was interested in a job in the firm...

without a pause, i said YES! hahaha... so desperate for a job mahs... then i went for lunch, so excited that i cant really eat anything... Called my daddy in Cambodia and my mummy in singapore to break the good news... and yeah, everyone was really happy lah...

then later, when i went back to office, i received 2 other calls... 1 from an engineering firm, the other one was some what a firm with 8000strong employees. Asking me if i wanted a job there in their firms... i didnt know what to say.. so i told them will reply them the next day or something...

just want to testify how great God is... seriously... i sent out almost 300resumes since i graduated. Only got back, about... 6-7resumes...??? but i got this job thru Lin in church... and like... i know i was feeling frustrated to a point of not finding a job and everything... feeling very dejected. But God really blessed me with a job in the end...

Although financial planning is not my field, but im thankful that i've got this job. Its something that i didnt expect it myself as well!! hahaha... but alls good!!! I've got a good boss, who's really patient and sat there teaching me almost everythin that he knows, giving me lottas research materials for me to study and everything... And the people in the firm are quite alright... hehee... im starting to love this job already!!! which i believe is a GOOD thing!!! hehehee!!!

yeahh... thats all for updates!!! hhee... whoooooo, daddy coming in... 4hrs time!!!!!!! hehee!!!!

Officially 21

2006-09-19T10:02:00.000+08:00

IM OFFICIALLY 21!!! hahahaha!!! lottas responsibility to come i know.. but yeah...!!! im enjoying it!!! hahaha

I really enjoyed my 21st birthday... except for the flu and asthma that is bugging me on my bday itself that i had to see a doctor.... *sigh*

My darling celebrated my bday for me 1 day in advanced. We went to C restaurant, which is the rotating restaurant in Perth!!! whoo.. the view is AMAZING!!! the place is good, the food is good!!! and the ambience was just... wwwhhhhooooooooooooooooooooooaaaarrrhhh!!! Darlin didnt want to tell me we were going there... brought me round and round and didnt even want to park at the car-park of C restaurant!!! Made me walked till i nearly died... hahaha..!!!!

Then he surprised me with 21 stalks of HUGE lilies, a super yummilious ice-cream cake, and a MNG bag...!!! not forgetting the Guess watch that he gave me money to buy when i was in singapore!! hahaha.. think this time he really spent lots on me hey... thanks dearie... i really REALLY appreciate it... *hugs*

On Saturday, my aunties had a steamboat party for me...!!! both my aunties came, jes, alvin and saemi came along too!!! hahaha.. we ate till we nearly burst... Followed by a game of Mahjong... man... sounds so Chinese New Yr -ish right? hahaha... but it was great fun hey!!! just a normal quiet celebration with my relatives and friends... called my mum also.. and bro, shuyi and mummy were singing me a bday song... *cries*

Daddy called in the afternoon too when i was in the doc... all the way from Cambodia... thanks dad!!!

Den jack and my cell group came to surprise me with a bday cake!!! mans!! i had 3 bday cake this yr!!! 1 ice cream cake from Gelato, 1 tiramisu cake from Michele's, and 1 choco cake from The Cheesecake Shop!!! we were so starved mans!!! but i really enjoyed it...!!! thanks guys!!!

Not forgetting all the well wishes from my friends, all the smses, calls, cards, handshakes and hugs in church!!! thanks guys!!!! really love u guys lottasssss and lotts and LOTS!!!!! thank you!!!!

Birthday Wish List

2006-09-14T09:57:00.000+08:00

hahahaha... loads of people have been asking me what i want for my birthday... ehh.. HOW WOULD I KNOW? Whatever u guys get for me, i will be more than happy... but still, let me be a bit*chy girl who's turning 21st soon.... and yeah... list MY BIRTHDAY WISH LIST:

1) Shoes (but i heard from my mum that chinese traditions, u are not allowed to give shoes to another person, if not the person will run away... SUPERSTITIOUS!!)
2) Bags ( i think bags are always a girl's best friend hey?)
3) Coin Pouch (HAHAHAHA!!! I LOST SO MANY ALREADY!)
4) Camera (hahahaha.. no one will buy that for me for sure!!!)
5) New Water Bottle (every time i go to work, have to go upstairs to take water cos there is no fliter downstairs.. and i take like 4 600ml botz up everytime! what a hassle! will prefer a bigger botz)
6) A proper phone pouch for my HUGE phone!!! (my cureent phone pouch is breaking apart!!)
7) Hair Treatment Packages (whippie)
8) Facial Packages (hahaha.. just listing for fun since jes was so enthu abt it... )

YEAH!!! THATS ABT IT... but im really BLESSED, bless to receive so many gifts from my friends back in singapore, my bro and my darlin alvin... A GUESS Bag, A Forever 21 Dress, A 21st Bear with a Necklace, an Adidas Jacket which i adore alot, and a GUESS watch, not forgetting... the N91 phone which my mum bought for me for my bday pressie...

And of cos... bday wishes...!!!! hahaha.. thanks guys.. really appreciate all the wishes from every single one of u guys.. that is the most impt to me by far. Thank you...

21

2006-09-10T19:48:00.000+08:00

what do people do on their 21st birthday? clubbing, bbq, restaurant dinners, book hotels and everyone would stay for the night, having a BIG celebration... what else?

hai~ i dont know what i really want for my 21st birthday.. its coming soonnnn... and i totally dont know what i want! gosh, my aunty keep asking me "girl, wat u want for your bday pressie? what u want me and uncle to do for u?" I DONT KNOW!

i mean, im really happy to just be with friends and family for this day... my dad is in cambodia, mum and bro are in singapore working. im alright with it, i've been celebrating my birthday without them for the past... 5yrs? im happy to just be with my friends, my family.. and of cos alvin.. *grin*

A simple day, a simple wish.. after that day, everything will still be the same right? heehe.. just that after i turn 21, i know the days will pass SUPER DUPER FAST, and there wont be another BIG celebration for me after the 21st birthday!!!!!

My babes

2006-09-03T19:26:00.000+08:00

This post is a dedication to my babes... my lovely lovely babes...
I just suddenly tot of writing this post, after receiving pics from my darlin rachel... yeah, my Birthday pictures at Baker's Inn, (AUGUST 2006), in Singapore.

*Scroll down to see the lovely PICS* and the other 2 pics are attached cos AILEEN and MABZ were unable to be there.. *grinz*

Thank you for all your concern when i was back in Singapore.
Thank you for being there with me thru my life...
Thank you for bringing the bond closer between us
Thank you for being who u are
Thank you for your sincerity
Thank you for the times that we shared and cried
Thank you.. thank you.

To Linda:
Dear, since secondary school.. you've been a really shy, quiet, timid girl... i've seen u grow so much... to what u am today. Pretty, intelligent, cute, and... BIT**Y!!! hahahaha... We must go out and talk more u know... dont be afraid to talk to me le... im always there for u de... Dear, i hope u will make right choices in your life k? I want u to be happy... *hugs*

To Grace:
Babe... we've really been thru lottas UPs and DOWNs together huh? *grinz* arguments... hugs, cries, kisses.. everything... u've changed so much. U are so strong now, strong in the sense of what u want in life, and how you can just let things go. I know its not easy this time round, but dear, dont look back on what u've done, always look forward. Things that u've experienced, are all for a reason de... God will plan bigger things in your life.. bigger plans, and also bigger obstacles... this little one, u can go over it de ok?
Dear, im glad that u are happy... dont worry abt your looks too much. we love u the way you are.. and your future hubby MUST love u the way u are too dear... dont worry k? *hugs*

To Aileen:
Dear, dear dear... i dont know what to say to U! We were really close back in secondary school. always buying 20 chicken wings for the rest of the lazy bums wont didnt want to get out of the classrooms.. we were always staring at people, always disturbing and frightening people. hahahaha!! i absolutely love those times my dear..
Darlin, i know lottas things are happening in your life now. U've been thru alot, i know. Dear, sometimes, we must learn to let go. I know saying it is difficult, doing it is another different thing. BUT, we have to learn. some way or another. u know, "jiu de bu qu, xin de bu lai" <-- if the old one doesnt go, how would the new one come abt? darlin, let go. Dont bring your baggages where ever with u. u are not that strong to carry all of them along the road. Throw your baggages away, do not let yourself sink my dear. that is the last thing i would want to see happen to u... *hugs*

To Rachel:
Bit**, hai~ i dont know what to say to u lah... u and me... i remember u as a cry baby in Primary school, and a real BI*CH in Secondary school... hahahaha!!! We've been thru lots hey? Every thing, we share almost everything le... i think i dont even share this much with my boyfriend hey! hahahhaa..
U know babe.. u and mabz are like my left and right hand. i know, i unknowingly neglected u guys when i have a bf. im terribly sorry abt that. Blame it on me, that i dont know how to control my time well. But dear, u are someone that i really love so much... that i think if anything happens to u, i will be the ultimate saddest... seriously. i cant do without any of u babes in my life... u guys are the only pillars besides my family that is luring me back to singapore every time.. and i enjoy every single moment that im with u dear... hehehe... u are a bit**, but i still adore u dear... *hugs*

To mabz:
Darlin... life alone in Adelaide... must be ultimate sad right? hahahaha... i know lah.. dont worry... ive been thru it man.. 5yrs running. and still going on!!! hahahaha... u arh... i dont know what to say too.. u are my longest friend i've know out of our circle.. since primary 4, u stayed over my house i remembered! *grinz* Everything has past now. i remmeber the times that all of us will be thinking what to do for our future, where we are heading and everything. Now, all of us are more or less stable in whatever we are doing hey?
U are pursuing your Engineering degree, and finishing soon.. dont worry lah dear.. all the things u've experienced now is things to mould u and to sharpen u to make u stronger. i believe in you, i believe u can do it de. Dont let little fall backs bring u down, but make them sharpen u dear...
I really love the times that we were waiting at the bus-stop... and just talking crap. I know u always have to wait for me cos i always have to put on my make-up. IM SORRY! i promise not to take so long anymore k? Babe, i really miss u lots.. u must be strong there ok? Dont worry, anything, always remember our cirlce of BIT**ES! *hugs*

PICTURES:

Rachel and Mabz Linda, Aileen, Rachel

<-- MY BIRTHDAY!!! (look at the BAG and the dress im wearing! GORGEOUS lei....?!) haha

LOVED

2006-08-31T00:10:00.000+08:00

Feli feels so loved.. yes, i feel sooo LOVED!!!

ever since i came back to Perth, every one has been showing me loads of care and concern.. worrid abt my health.. and telling me i look so much better now as compared to before.. Thank you guys!!!! u are really the people that i really lean on when Im down and out.. and i know u guys will always be there for me!!!

another incident where i feel L.O.V.E.D is every one is helping me to look for job...!!! hahahaa... maybe cos i've been bumming ard too long... hahahaha!! no lah, every one is really helping me to find for a job here... Chui lin found me a temp full time job at her firm as a receptionist.. thanks girl~ i really needed the job... for experience...

i feel so blessed.. blessed with having my church family around me. Thank you every single one of u guys, helping me to find a good job.. thank you so much!!!!!!!!!! *huggies n kisses*

Jobz jobs JOBS!!!

2006-08-28T17:01:00.000+08:00

whee... over a month of not updating my blog... opps... hahaha... cos i gave up updating after there was some problems with the blog... but thank god, there's always my gracieliau bitchy that will come to my rescue!!! hehehee... love u lots my darlin!!!

lottas things been happening after i graduated... both bad and good things man... bad thing was i was admitted to hospital for a suspected kidney problem here... got me so frightened...
Couldnt eat for like... 4-5days, didnt drink water for abt... 3days? gosh.. was super dehydrated that i was admitted to hospital here man...

went back to singapore in a rush trip... for 10days last week... and yahs, went to checkup... thank God, everything turn out fine.. it was a kidney stone... took some medication, managed to pass it out... (the process was super duper pain lah!!! a friend actually told me that passing out kidney stone was actually the 2nd most painful thing, the 1st was to give birth)...

i think a tiny little stone came out... and yeah. everything was alrite... thankfully... thank you all my friends who were praying for me.. im fine now... much healthier... hehehee

now to the GOOD stuff!!! whee...
1) bro found a job... not much fun lah.. working with people and politics in the company... but still!!!! its his 1st interview and he got it!!! IM PROUD OF MY BRO!!!
2) daddy is A SLACKER!!! hahahaha... is that good stuff??? no lah.. he's thinking of retiring soon.. which i think its good.. cos its abt time that he enjoy his yrs now..
3) mum is doing well both in health and finances... hehehee!!! and she cooked bird nest when i went back home!!! hahahahaha

Went back to SG for 1odays.. pretty short... but i love the time where i could catch up with my bitches... and spending loads of time with my family.. ooo.. i love those moments..

My bitches were so nice.. we went out for my pre-birthday celebration... gracieliau and lindytan got me a Guess bag to go to work... and rachelsoh got me a dress from Forever 21... both of these, i adore so much... thank you so much my babes... i love the letter that gracie and linda wrote for me.. brought me to tears hey...

my mum bought me a new HP... I LOVE U MUM!!!! bro got me an Adidas jacket.. so so pretty!!! bro's gf got me a bag!!! hahahaha... ooooo.... and last but not least, my darlin gave me cash to buy myself a bday pressie!!! hahahahaha!!! which i got myself a watch!!! muacks!!! love every single one of u guys!!!

yeah... thats abt it for updates.. before i go... I FOUND A TEMPORARY JOB!!! HEHEHEE.. AS A RECEPTIONIST AT CHUI LIN'S FIRM.. thank you so much!!!! heheee... Thank GOD

graduated!!

2006-07-12T17:19:00.000+08:00

I AM OFFICIALLY A GRADUATE!!!!!!!!

finally after soooo long...!!!! *grinz* thank god... really... the paper was tough.. i made it thru... thru Him.. i know... i know myself that i didnt do well for my paper... yet he's there.... thank you lord.. thank you....

finally a graduate... thank God....

uncle brandon

2006-06-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

the 3 kids and granny came over for dinner. Aunty rena called after dinner. The reason why uncle brandon suddenly went into coma was due to a stroke. Nw she's still at the hospital. Doctors told her that a major stroke may attack him in these coming days as shown in his medical reports. he cannot leave the hospital as yet.

I totally cannot imagine when my aunty broke the news to us... her 3 kids, my granny, myself, aunty angie (her sister), uncle nelson and callista all just sat there. Uncle nel was stunned. so was i. How could such a thing happened to him of all of sudden? he's been so fit and everything. Now? Granny was really worried.. can see from her facial expression.

Brist, aunty rena's 2nd son said that his mom told him "if daddy was not rushed to the hospital, he could have died" those words really pricked me.. here i'm, sitting with 3 of his kids. there are only 16, 13 and 11 yrs old respectively... yet, they had to receive such news of their daddy.

When would we ever learn to cherish people who mean so much to us? must we wait till something bad happens to them? it really gave me a wake-up call. To cherish people in the present. Whatever things they've done against me, turned their back against me, backstabbed me, betrayed me, i shaln't hold any grudges, but learn to forgive and forget.

This is a painful lesson that i need to learn.

Betrayal

2006-06-06T02:00:00.002+08:00

How would u feel if... u are betrayed by someone u trust??? there's this question that i've been pondering for some time...
what do i do??? Act normal and just play along, or vent out my anger on the person???

I'm betrayed by someone i trust.. Sabotage u may think... kinda bad situation now... I'm just praying patiently, quietly that God will take away this anger within me towards the person... that i will not bear grudges against anyone.

what jes said was true "u think everyone are from church?? no... not everyone are like our church people" i agree... there are people that are out there who go thru all means and ways to betray, sabotage, gossip abt one another... its a "dog eat dog world" out there anyway... i should have known this long ago...

I'm silly... i trust people too easily. Maybe thats why people would think that im an easy target to make use of, to just play along with... i shouldnt be so naive anymore.. the world is not as it seems. Its not a fairy tale land out there... its the TRUE world where people backstab each other in order to be better than one another, people compete, people gossip, people sabotage you... and for no reason, you will find yourself deeply hurt by all the commotions of the world.

Im hurt... really hurt now.. i dont know what to do... God... pls help me..

The 5 love languages

2006-05-14T00:21:00.000+08:00

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Words of Affirmation.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		10
Words of Affirmation:		8
Receiving Gifts:		6
Physical Touch:		4
Acts of Service:		2

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

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